Music,my interest,Love,my Specialty~

SAF band sports day~[^^]

2010-10-21T17:32:00.006+08:00

Me,staff ginny,ma'am jes and peiling^^

Band B ppl^^

As u can see,veryy pack with SAF BANDs!^^haha.

My detailed group!^^

some guys....haha.jk^^

Fei yang&jun xian~

Fhairil&master jaiz

LUNCH!

My band A seniors.

haha.srgt danial and his fries!

My french horn senior,kah siong^^

POSE~

Haha.dont be alarmed ppl^^

me with shades?haha.band A^^

Steven and master jais.haha.

hmmm..haha.speechless.

Told ye it was packed.

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hey ya'll~sry just updated the pics and mah blog.anyways,yea.this happen on 15th october,fri,9am~130pm i guess?haha.fun luh.i dont have the pics at mah fb cause i look suckish,but u can see them from my SAF band friends.on account if u know who luh.haha.but yea,was fun.place took place at chevrons.haha.
well,yea.

this week,well,TODAY,did my ippt.damm tired luh.i failed,yet somehow happy.why?cause my standing broad jump improve even though its a fail.and my 2.4km as well improved even if i failed and collapsed.asthma mah.haha.so yea.as in,i did improve alot rather than BMT.so yea.nevertheless,i enjoy my life SOMEWHAT luh,i enjoy saf band.weird.haha.oh well~me still staying in.might end at 5th november.soon after i can take leave and go my sec school band!hehe.wee~childish huh?haha.jk.oh well~love ye all.hugs.

oh and yea,i really wanna thank one of my staff srgts.she really was so nice and she told me her story,and i,told mine.deep deep touching conversation sharing with her.Hugs to staff ginny~
hugs to all^^

New trainees~^^

2010-10-12T17:31:00.002+08:00

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hey all~so practically,booked in yesterday nite,and now iam in camp and i have sooo less time for my dinner!gotta go soon.but yea,today had new trainees~awesome luh.but 11 of em only.anyways today,had PT,but whats more awesomeness is i practiced my horn from 10am~123opm. and from 130pm~450pm.yea,WAO.awesome right?i mean,seriously,iam really happy at myself till my lips now feels veryyy weary from the pitching of notes and such.Just like the liquidity of the snail.(is that even a work?[o.O]?) haha.so yea.happy luh.but tired as well.and hungry!so i gotta go down now peeps~mostly thats all i wanna say?HAHAHA.oh well~peace out. and ouh yea!this friday we're going BOWLING~Wee~!haha.
ciao~

Istana march:Check~

2010-10-11T16:39:00.004+08:00

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hey all,so finally of 2 weeks being in Band A,and lotsa french horn practicing,our istana COG march is over.overall,i kinda find it boring.really.for those who wld know me,to some iam humble,or i just straightforwardly say whats on my mind,or to some,iam just being proud,but the reason why iam saying this is,iam the kind of person who entertain crowds,peoples,audiences FACING the front.and not me marching,looking at my scores and just play for em.yea,it was SOMEHOW enjoyable,but nt really fun.BUT STILL!it was still worth it luh cause i now know i can play and march.haha.

so yea,this happen yesterday.so many hottt guys!and girls luh ofcourse^^!haha.so many tourists as well.haha.it was enjoyable to be able to walk down orchard road to istana.so yea.Equalness= I HAVE NO REGRETS OF YESTERDAY^^ haha.so yeaps yeaps. and wao!i got to wear my NO.1.too bad i cant post any pics of it now or such..haiz..can i remind this time that,MY BLOG MY RULE?so..yea..just a reminder to all out there THIS time. haha.sry some of u wont know who iam talking about^^ ouh well~let it be done whats done^^ kapish~haha.hugs to all.
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oh yea,Iam LANCE CORPORAL already!Wee~hahaha.

SAF band~Feast Day~W.W.west

2010-10-09T17:28:00.003+08:00

Somewhere at chinatown^^

Feast day~

Singing at Bukitbatok~

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hey all!sorry its been such a longgg time since ive update this damm thing.haha.i guess,the more you use it,the more it gets boring.thats why ive not been updating untill now.haha.ok.so life of NS bmt is over,and i got into the unit called,SAF band.the name gives it everything already luh.BAND!duh.haha.initially i wanted,MDC,but i know i cldnt,but hey,what the heck,band is still fun^^. so yea,had to go through 2 months of training wing before going to any of the 3 ceremonial band,A,B or C. but yea,since ive graduated,iam now in,BAND A[^^].

another thing is,wao!i was just a recruit.but now iam a LCP!(Lance corporal).damm you for saying its just LCP[-.-]".haha.But still,did is NS.its higher than any sec schools out there dammit-.- BLEAH!haha.what else?....oh yea,wild wild west~singing.^^i got to sing there.haha.kinda fun even though i knew i flunk it=( still,must think positive,so,its fun^^

well,right now,i guess supposedly,my 1 year 5/6 months will be band bah.and hopefully studies.i mean,i aint getting any younger now am i?!haha.but still,iam the YOUNGEST in the whole band.hehe^^ happy bah~well,now iam right here doing my BO/COS duty at my unit.so yea,kinda using their com.haha.but yea,i still thank SAF band bah.they're wonderful^^well,till then,i'll see if i'd make another post soon kies?^^ lotsa love from muah~

P.O.P from BMT~[^^]

2010-07-04T23:00:00.009+08:00

Srgt Ming hui

Srgt lim yong sheng!^^

POP~!me and my sis.
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HEY ALL!!!!!!!did u miss me?haha.firstly,so so sooooo sorry for the 5 months of not updating this blog.its not dead.just been slping thats all.haha.2ndly,ive actually alotttt of pics to upload and post it out here.however,i duno why the uploading in blogger is very slow.so i wld need you ppl to view my pics at FB instead :[ so sorry k?[^^]

ok.BMT,19 weeks. first 2months was intense running,swimming,aerobics,weight lifting,gym and such.not forgetting,a whole lot of push ups and crunches.wao..damm hell.but NS is still quite fun luh.theres our live range,our field camp,live grenade throw,SOC,IPPT,games day,recruits nite and OC's evening.everything is memorable^^. well for the happy parts i mean.[>.<] haha.

but yea.did u ppl miss me?haha.iam finally a private!no longer a recruit.haha.pop was just 2 days ago.kinda disappointing luh cause it was rain and not shine:[ no parade,no singing,no marching,no throwing of caps and crying of parents to see their big boy all grown up.sad sad..but still happy cause its POP ye know!its where u finally get out to that hell-ec-tic place(i made the word up.hahaha)

but seriously,i did have fun for those happy moments with my bunk mates,my funny wacky srgt yong sheng and srgt ming hui.not to forget,srgt haiqal the "CB" expert.haha.sigh..19 weeks.i guess,i just did it.i thought i wldnt.but i did.plus,i did lose alot of weight though.hahaha.
well,pics are at my FB.go see k? streetjad1992@hotmail.com

loves~

Last Post before NS,feb26

2010-02-24T16:32:00.018+08:00

Gonna miss my family.Damm i look suckish with the scarf.

Gonna miss my SFA

Yea.I look like a cancer patient.haha.well thats the last pic of me.I just took it today.
Love you all.

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Damm.Have you ever wonder,or experience where you prepared to have a positive mind to overcome something that was to happen or come,but yet..as it comes closer..its so easy of how the positiveness would suddenly just Degraded down as low as it can go.and finally,its suddenly negative&fear. ever had that feeling?sigh..its like,you put all your thoughts to being happy,setting a + mindset that takes time,days,weeks,and months. but as all it seems to come,just a mere seconds,it just suddenly over.you gave in,and..Lose.

yea.iam such a nagger.i mean,guys before me have come to pass that they've been NS before.applause to them.haha.i guess..iam still aint mature of what i thought i wld be.yea.iam scared.and iam not proud to say that,yet iam not being humble to say that either.i just go on with the feelings inside me.

sigh..for sure,iam gonna miss my SFA..music min..my family..my bandmates.all of them.But i know this aint over of my life rite?for sure theres bound to have MORE difficult challenges set by god for me. i guess,its a matter of how you deal with it jason. once i step in it,will i ever be able to survive there?or will i stop,cry,pray&ask for help?

i mean,seriously luh-.- "God is good,all the time".iam still unsure of this since i got REASONS why i find this still crap.cause for sure,its not ALL the time.ive experience it.duh.but..why the doubt rite? there aint no fact that says i should believe in him.But..

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To be mature..can it be POSSIBLE that,he really does help even if i myself believe its not all the time he would help me,but..the fact he helps..i guess hey.jason,Faith.
Facts dont leave any rooms for possibilities.But having FAITH IN BELIEVING..will sure to leave a chance of hope.

I'll miss SFA esther,micheal,joachim,my DEAR benjamin,chris andrew fidelius,jessica,beatrice,dom,veronica,hilary,GG,jasper,gabriel lim,alicia pang&teo,julia,issac,ah-ter,jonah,valeska,adrian,sonia,kyannda,my DEAR anjelica,benetta,my 2B catecism,gilbert,faustine,delphine,russel,jervious,brandon..and important-others-who-i-cant-remmber.
My fhorns-mem hamizan,wanyi,tze hwee,jamie,nurul,nuz,
My bandmates christina,samantha,wanteng,shak,idris,rafi,marcus,cheryl,vani.
My family:bro(john),mom(daisy),dad(angelito),dog(deilo)..and the one i love most,my grandma&sis.and someone else^^

My last favour everyone,wait,no iam not dying-.-!haha.but..i know you all are praying for me,but..i wanna ask,to rather pray for my family as well.sigh..

and..slowly YET,surely...i'll love you to God.

Valentines Day~

2010-02-13T16:19:00.025+08:00

Who will be my valentine?
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Hey all!its been centurieS since ive updated!haha.well,its CNY and gonna be Valentines day~haha.both wanna kill huh?both red.haha.jk.anyways,hmm..money or love?i choose love.i mean seriously,even if u dont have the money to date,well,love will make you full.And from what i see it,it aint corny,but romantic.so thats me.bleah~anyways,if all ye had know,iam a person who makes poem.so for now,theres a poem for everyone to read^^

Bfore i continue,my life,jasons life is about a guy whos going NS just 13?or 12 more days?(feb26 NS) so yikes!haha.but nah,i will do my best~what else..a boy who is confuse about HIMSELF.those reading this part shld know why.HAHAHAHA.hmm..and,lets just say,i maybe M.I.A all this time,but cupid,shoot me down with ye arrow baby~let the lurve blossom,bloom&flow to the currents of the wind~^^ P.S,miss ye anjelica&muacks to the ppl i love,be it if your a GUY or GIRL,better take my muacks-kisses or u kena sepak from me[-.-]
POEM

I know that We've just recently met,But there is something that I must say.
I feel all warm and happy inside,When you are part of my day.

Though I know not much about you yet,Some things are very clear,
That each soft word that you speak,Can send my eyes to tear.

I ask if we can be more than friends,And make this dream come true;
Not a moment can pass in my life,That I don't think of you.

My dream is not perverted joy,That is not what I desire,
But to hold you in my arms this night,Would set my heart on fire.

I promise to watch and care for you,Till all the seas run dry.
I'll speak sweet words unto your ear,To save you if you cry.

Love is filled in my heart,From the beauty shown in you.

I hope you also feel this way,For I ask to be with you...........................................................................................................................

I never thought that I,Could feel this way about you
But when I look into your eyes,Deep inside I know its true.

A party so long ago,You kissed me on the lips.
And since then,I've had a feeling I can't seem to fix.

Since that day,You haven't left my mind.
And through everything we've doneI didn't know the feelings I would find.

For so long now,I've wanted you to be mine.
Theres just one question I need to ask

........................................................................................Will you be my valentine?

A smile to you is one right back
My love to you I will never lack
For my dear, why can’t you see?
That you and I were meant to be
Is it something I’ve said or done?
Or is your heart still un-won?
What do I need to claim that prize?
Which on its own has great size
And meaning for me, who defiantly cares
Not one of those that stands and stares
When you need that utmost help
I’ll be there, just give a yelp
You’re life to me means more than mine
And that is why you’re my Valentine

haha.well,i love you all my friends~and to those who are close to me as well.
huggies and muacks~
happy v-day~

shes leaving,On a jet plane.

2010-01-21T10:58:00.004+08:00

A listener..a friend..a girl-friend..but the best of all,an Angel,Anjelica.

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Hey all.firstly,few more dayss to NS.feb 26.do pray for me.haha..anyways,19th Jan,3pm..was a friend of mine(ours) who left spore and migrated to australia.nah,ofcourse it aint of that.she be back in July i guess?haha.so yea.its cool.gonna miss her though.a real and true friend ive never had.thanks anjelica =]

the fun times me and her had.walking my doggy for a walk,sharing her stories and my stories with one another,letting our deep,sexy,fun,serious,sad,happy secrets and emotions and thinkings with one another.to those who may read this,you might think this are rather a typical normal kind of bestfriend-girlboyfriend friendship.well,ur wrong.cause..she really mean alot to me.nope.ive NEVER had a bestfriend before.not one,not even when i was young.thats why..she was the only one who took that spot and someone who i could trust,to be the bestest friend and is the significant person to me.damm my english sucks.haha.cause iam kinda on the rush rite now.haha.if ur reading this anjelica,well,Miss ye girl.dont flirt with white guys ah!-.- only with me then you can.haha.jk.

love ye.

Hello 2010~!

2010-01-10T18:11:00.006+08:00

new year party

*jason jealous-.-*

haha.iam such a good entertainer here."sige na"

OMG.had to walk to east coast pit sooo long

youth camp

hillary and jervious~cute luh he.

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omg!!!i am sooo sorry~! firstly HAPPY BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS! 2ndly,HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR~! 3rdly,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALL DECEMBER~Jan.

omggg.soooo sorry k?haha.shit.many things happen bah.didnt had time to use com.actually there was,but i didnt bother.haha.1st,on 24th december,we had a midnite mass at church and i got to play flute for 3 songs.and omggg first song i suck!cause it was sooo cold and i was nervous as well mah.so yea.omgg.but 2nd and 3rd song,its was quite ok bah.i got use to the coldness.after that,i slp at church!7 of us slpt at church on 24th midnite.and i went back home 25th december,rest.then slpt at my friend house again,and came back on 26th,sat.hahaha.busy me.

next,new year.OMG!happy new year and happy belated to my dad on 1ST jan~woooo.haha.what else..oh yea.actually i found christmas and new year kinda saddening for last year 2009 le.duno why.i guess i also miss philipines.when ur there,u WONT regret going there.cause they are really into party mood.like fireworks and such,neighbours sharing their food with one another.and i dont mean ur BESIDE neighbour.as in neighbour from ALL rows and from that village itself or such,will party.so yea.miss philipines.

3rd,hmm..me going NS on feb 26!yeahey~u will see me thin and build body liao.hahaha.girls and guys will like me.hahaha.bleah~jk.so thats about it bah.these pics are january youth camp and juanita's new year party.[^^]and anjelica,i am SOOOO gonna miss u when u migrate.sad.the next post is will be and is dedicated to u.Next post,till then.

Esplanade escapade~

2009-12-15T18:28:00.010+08:00

They're filipino TOP vocal instructors in spore.

And boy,do they sound SOO good!

DAMM!these voices caught my ears!awesome choir carollers!

This guy,is Ben[^^]

Taken at,"The bridge"
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hey all~well this pics was taken i think sunday?
anyways went church at 9am.and wah~everyone one was at cate class.haha.so cute luh[^^] anyways,yea.some drama happened to me along the way,but its cool^^. after mass,went JP eat. there 8 of us,but nah.too many names to type.so yea.its 3A&3B bah.so yea.kinda fun being with em.

soon after,went home.felt dizzy.so i bathed and then slp.i guess around 6pm i woke up and went to city hall to meet my friend Ben.haha.wah.very fun sia~we went to watch the vocal instructors singing is soo awesome!^^ totally loved it.went city hall,went esplanade,went victoria theater.haha.fun fun~ so yeaps^^

monday,14th.nthing much happen,but at nite went to SFA to meet joachim and have one on one with him.wait,it was a 3-HOUR one on one.haha.it wasnt his fault.it was mine.^^ i already told him,"If someone was to understand me,it takes 5days to do so".but oh well,he was persistant.but yet!i do enjoy sharing and he sharing with me^^

well,yea..NS next year FEB!weeeee~~~^^

Confirmation Day~6th december.

2009-12-08T15:49:00.004+08:00

Carolling at Delphine's Fiancee place:EUNOS-.-

Me playing christmas songs on flute for the carolling.

Kelvin is soooooo good playing the flute![>.<]and hes only 16!

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sup.well yea,kinda late tt i just blog.well,confirmation day was 2 days ago,Sunday^^. i arrive at church around 845am for the printing for the song lyrics cause we had a "mini" performance after the mass.Yeahey~we're confirmed~!haha.but i really miss my cate ppl.sigh..i just joined this year and the months goes by as like the wind blows by(wth?haha)anyways i am sooo not gonna upload my con-pics here.i look soo uglish sia.wearing white???OMG.no way.duh.by now you should all know i like Black.haha.but yea,was really fun luh.THANKS to everyone playing/singing at the canteen at STFA.haha.

what else..oh yea.our Con-camp facils was there as well.omgggg "THEY" were also there.duh.i already mention at one of my post that i was Bisexual?and THEY look soo hot.haha.so DUH.nah nah.its cool if ppl were reading this and they know iam Bisexual.as long that my SISTER OR MY FAMILY doesnt know luh.haha.so those who reading this,do NOT even tell my sis/or family.haha.trust me,most of my friends,teachers,juniors,colleagues,youth friends knows about this.duh~and to think i can keep it hidden from my family all this while?i am sooo and suchhh an awesome person.haha.self praise.ahahaha.

what else..after performance,went to Jurong Point.wahh..cool le.its like,there were SOOO many of us at Pizza Hut.haha.but nah,i just got to sit/be/mingle with them for a while as ive "party" at home. so i said bye to them...really miss them AND "them'.haha.so yea.Ben,esther,wei bing,julia all went to my house~hehe.karoake,sing,eat,play with me dog and such.hehe.then then after that around 5pm,we went carolling to delphines place!hehe.but farr luh-.- so like...

1030am~130PM=mostly church&Jurong point
130PM~5PM=at my house,sing,karaoke,went mrt
630pm=arrive to eunos/delphine's place.

so yeaps.really tired that day,but reallllyyy fun.i miss ye ppl,miss "YOU' ppl,and miss all my friends.god bless~

Con camp 09~

2009-12-02T12:03:00.009+08:00

ERHEM-.-

Hilary is pretty^^

cheryl my facil^^

Kyannda^^

Maryjo my"gf"(HAHA)and esther^^

u hate me-.-

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ok.so iam back from confirmation camp,09.and you know what?wahh.its amazing how god stories and can really move you.and everyone,was moved by him.he really love us all,and to think just 3days of that camp wld have change us?its..so,wow.and powerful.anyways more pics can be found in Issac,valeska and esthers pics at FB.

so yea.let pics do the talking i guess?haha.and yeaps.it is soo wonderful luh.i mean,the first day(friday)it reallyyy felt suckish cause the camp was bogus.no bed,not really fun.sooooo many "donts".haiz...but i thought to myself,"hey..its not about the fun.its about learning and knowing jesus and god"so yea.and reallyyy thanks to my facil esther&cheryl for praying for me/us.thanks soo much.for the healing session...wahhhh.lets just says its spiritual^^.haha.thanks much much~yea.my heart is still close and engulf by darkness..but i do know that iam opening that door slowly for jesus to come in^^.jia you everyone and me,jason~have faith and be soldiers of god!

thank you soo much cheryl,esther,leroy,antaeus,andrea,charmaine,kelvin,thomas,antonia,mark,ben,julian,my SEC 3B PPL and moreeeeee~

A poem or two?[^^]

2009-11-11T16:42:00.015+08:00

Wonder who?Nah.aint my GF.Just,good Friends[^^]

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well,sry to those ive lost ur links.My bad.anywayss,the month of november.damm.i really wish by 1ST day of January NS ppl wld call me.iam soo dead potato-ing at home.[-.-] anyways,i remembered one of my junior,Wanyi request for my poems.yea..i myself FORGOT that i do poems here at my blog.haha.thanks wanyi~[^^] misses u all.anyways,friendship is a thing for 2 or more.it cant be bought,but has to be developed..through times passes by,more and more.heres a poem.[^^]

POEM

You and I have been great friends for a while,
We've been through many things, many trials,
I've laughed with you on those days having fun,
I've cried with you when you needed someone,
I would never want to lose you, I wouldn't dare,
Your place in my heart will always be there,
This situation could change both you and I,
Wanting love could make any friendship die...

remembering the times i was at pri&sec.and i just thought to myself,hey.it was worth it.cause as i grew up,i met amazingg friends..teachers..JUNIORS..
etc.although i regret for not studying now,i just want the people who's reading this post,and tell them,"do treausre ur time at pri/sec school...cause...its really,really where fun is at".

heres a funy poem(not by me)

POEM
Roses are red,violets are blue,sugar is sweet,
and so are you.But the roses are wilting,the viloets are dead,
the sugar bowls empty,and so it your head!

haha.muacks all.

Yo~Been a while

2009-11-07T14:34:00.002+08:00

Jealous much?

I love my sis[^^]

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Ok sup.well,its been a while since ive blogged?haha.and yea.it was accident that i deleted all my friends links~sadd.sigh i have to get back the links soon.so everyone,tag me with ur link pls.so that i can add u.hehe.
anyways,my flute playing is OKAY!haha.awesomely fine.and yea,thats my instruments^.haha.anyways thats my sis.hehe.i love my sis.took that pic inside the Lift.hehe.well,what else.oh yea.watch movies with SOMEONE as well.haha.watched Imagine that,the korean Tsunami movie thingy(forgot its name),shorts,and...ive forgot the last one.haha.so yeaps.anyways to my sec4 juniors,GOOD LUCK FOR OLEVELS!hehe.

so yeaps.miss miss miss~much things and stuffs.

Jason loves to suck corn-.-

2009-10-21T20:13:00.003+08:00

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i have to go soon!so this pic,is from last sat BBQ with my band 2008 alumni.more pics go to CHRISTINA'S blog->
u can find her blog there at my friends list.i gtg!haha.
we got drunk,i sucked smth,we jumped,we got burn by bbq,and overall,had fun!see ye!

FLUTE= $14

2009-10-15T11:40:00.006+08:00

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Ironic?weird?OMG?
I bought a flute from my Friend from one sec school.And it only cost $14.as you can see,its the REAL thing.no.its not spoil or such.its the REAL thing.[-.-]haha.so yeaps.happy.can practice a new instrument.haha.actually,flute is not on my "list",but what the heck,just learn and practice bah[^^]must make good use of the instruments you have.haha.what else..PEOPLE!WHO CAN INTRO ME TO JOBS!!SOBS...i need money$_$haha
intro me jobs le.sobs.haha.

I miss band...so much..

2009-10-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

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Sup.i know my blog has been quite a bored to most you readers.haha.sry bah.anyways,yea.finally blogging.ok so..hmm.most of the time,iam just staying at home ye noe?and omg.iam seriously becoming a potato couch person!shit...haha.i really miss band and miss playing hornie..sigh..miss my juniors and my girls as well..

SWS is reallyy a no-no to me man.they are sooo over the top.and for NIE youth,iam still not sure about it.haha.so ive yet to try marsiling..hmm.haha.really miss band.and not forgetting,at least i shld find a part time job!haha.well,family life is still ok.still manage to stay alive.haha.i mean,yea.both of my parents are jobless,yet,i do pray and thank god for guiding us through this times of our lives.Amen.

what else..yea.NS,seriously as well i cant wait anymore.iam sooo gain lotsa pounds that i shld really slim down ye noe.i mean,its to attract the girls and guys out there.haha.but yea,mostly is because i neeed to keep fit.seriously,its time for a wake up call.what else.oh yea..this sunday wld be feast day for the church.and Music min is performing.haha.i think i wld be singing one of the songs lor.as in,i'd be infront singing/guiding through the song itself.haha.oh wells.just try my best.haha.loves loves to all~i miss my horn and miss being hornie~~
peace.

I just love these pics~

2009-09-25T19:21:00.003+08:00

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i soo love these pics.haha.anyways,tomorrow music min.haiz..tiring i guess.but jia you bah^^ then this sunday,catecism and going out with someone~yeahey.hehe.loves loves.what else..october 17!west coast!haha..cute cute loves loves.nothing more to say!i be caught using computer!shhh.haha.

2009-09-22T20:52:00.005+08:00

Pink.I just love it

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hey all.sup.well..hmm.life,iam taking it really such a slack off.haha.seriously.nothing much to do at home.i wanna work~[^^]hehe.well actually,now iam being to think that i really cant wait to go NS next year le^^ haha.i also duno why..haiz..i just hope god wld pray for me.*prays* hehe.I go there,i can go slim down,then after 2yrs,yea..a new body of jason~hahahah.jkjk.oh well~i duno what to say anymore.well,see ye^^

Jason strips Pink to Black.

2009-09-16T15:59:00.006+08:00

I like this pic.

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sup all~Its me Jason,your average straight boy who became a bisexual.hahahha.anywaysssss,life has been dull for me.hmm.I dont know.guess i just need to get myself&my mind busy ye know.I need to find a job and such stuffs?.

well,yea.love life sucks.but i aint ranting.who cares if i rant.nobody does.I miss playing my french horn.And i get emotional yet encourage by hearing "Ross Roy" as it reminds me not to give up my fhorn playing.ye.I love&miss my juniors&my fhorn girls(Nuz&rul)love ya'll.

hmm.well,been bored this month.i mean seriously,there aint nothing much to do.I dont even wanna tutor Fuchun sec because of smth.haiz[-.-] and iam finding work.what a ruined yet treasure life i have.hmph.complicacy makes the mind goes down.oh well.

Party at my house~

2009-09-12T22:00:00.004+08:00

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I am Jason[^^] haha.for those who dont know me,thats me.haha.anyways you know,was kidda sad the other day.there was this day where i was listening to "Ross Roy" from my hp mp3..and the song is really really nice.while i listen to it,i really miss my french horn juniors..i really miss them.wanyi,jamie,tze hwee and hamizan..i really miss my time playing and teaching my juniors..haiz..the song is nice and very sad.thats why i was such in a sad mood that time..sigh.
"I love you all my dear juniors.I really miss you all so-so-so much."

so yea.anyways what else..omg!i was caught by some kid at a carpark building[><] i am sooo not gonna say what i DID.haha.its too embarrasing and sexual.haha.what else..hmm...yea.i broken up with my guy.(Iam a Bisexual,pls dont be shock,and DONT EVER TELL MY SIS/FAMILY) damm that bastard..sigh.good thing i didnt love him thattt much..oh well..

Today had "party" with church youth!!!we karoake at my house,then go mess up my house[-_-] then they left without cleaning.wth.Hahaha.jkjk.funny le they all.wah~~mostly those ppl wanna join music min le.They can sing lor!><>
bye love u all.

Bummer.

2009-09-08T11:14:00.008+08:00

My photography is good.

My sis and her tireness.

Music Ministry practicing at room~

This has More meaning that what you just imagine.

Haha.who told them to slp so late!

Session sharing.

Sec2s cute le~^^

opps!wasnt suppose to be shown.haha.

Hilary and Esther.

go bang,boom,piank!

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so hi to all.I came back from came a 2days ago.and i just got time to update my blog.Anyways,it was really fun at the camp luh.Music ministry,way to go~hehe.what else...oh yea,sec2 catecism kids are great and cute luh!haha.i hung out with them on sat late nite,had this "campfire" and played truth or dare with em.hahaha.cute cute.especially Noel,hes such a joker.haha.

so yea,loads of fun at the camp.Further more..not really happy about smth.yeap.To someone whom i gave my love the most,FUCK THE HELL OUT OF YOU.thats that.what else..duno luh.iam just not in the mood to chat and such.haiz..yea,many guys have been adding me in msn again&again.weird luh.haha.doesnt mean iam a Bisexual means guys shld add me everyday rite?[-_-]weird.oh wells~

peace,love.

Fri~sunday

2009-09-04T01:33:00.004+08:00

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hey to all.firstly,I'll be having camp later on.its 1.34am,friday now.so about 830PM,i be having camp till sunday.so yea..dont miss me alrite?and to someone...sigh..yea.

To someone:

"i miss you badly...i miss everything i say about you..cute,eyes,teeth gap...i even remember u love french fries without ketchup..hehe...so yea...i miss you...alot.but..if you think it wont work out between us..i just have to respect that..cause i cant force you...but yea..miss you load.kisses and hugs."

love you all ppl as well!Haha.be back sunday.

Dont puke.

2009-09-01T20:11:00.006+08:00

This book..really really reallyy means alot to me.

Bought a french horn mouthpiece and a book!

Sum1 is caught..guess who.Shes from YCMB[-_-]

I told u all.DONT PUKE.hahaha.snape+harry.awww

YUCKS LUH!haha.

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yo to all~anyways,went out with shiow yu yes'day to accompany me to Dohby Ghout,Plaza sing.initially,it was like,i smsed alottttttt of ppl whether they can follow me luh.but then,alllll of them cant lor.but yea,at least shiow yu said yes.ANYWAYSSS...met at outram&went dohby ghout.so yea.went plaza sing.and lol.were kinda fun luh.buy this and that.went to Times bookstore to use my $25 voucher.bought a book called "The little prince!".well,i dont know what the story is actually.HAHAHAHA.but seriously!it meant alot to me...because...of someone..*erhem erhem*

CONTINUEEE..so yea.fun luh at the bookstore.haha.see the pic shes holding?-_- bad junior.haha.so after,went yamaha.WAO!!!got fhorn high musical scores dammit!i will buy it next time.and yea,bought a mouthpiece.its yamaha.i noe luh..Low class de-__- but!its kinda nice although its "beginner" or smth,cause its different than the other beginner mouthpieces.so yea..happy happy~hehe..

soon after,went jp.ate dinner and BLAJA shiow yu.[-_-]haha.nah its ok.a guy shld alway treat a girl luh.[Nah.shes not my girlfriend.]like i said,Iam a Bi-_- so duh!i have 50%-50% for both sexes.HAHA.oh well,love you all~LOVE MY MOUTHPIECE..

And iam SEMI-MAD at someone..its you "I_ _ _ ".ur mean to me.hmph.

Jason's Moodswings..

2009-08-30T16:19:00.007+08:00

what a beautiful picture..can you guess the story/moral that it shows?

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sigh..i just dont know why...just for a couple of days ive been having moodswings..no you people.Dont be idotic.Iam not having Mensturation problems or such.Iam a Guy for heaven's sake.Its just that..i just dont know whats been going on around me lately..iam sad and the sad downpour of today,can still bring more reasons why i am sadden,but cant bring the reasons why..iam sadden at the first place..
been a while ive wrote poems on the spot..Here goes whats on my mind.

POEM
The reason iam sad...i dont know why..
The reason of poems..brings back us in time.
The feeling of prejudice..and carassing others..
Giving us idotic thoughts...being homosexuals..

Iam just sad..i really am..
Iam just botherd..by some other ppl..
Iam inlove..but to which person..
theres 2 of them..make a wise decision..
One lives far..but love's me near..
One lives near...but love's like "Bridge"..

but the feeling of these 2..i know from 1 to 1..
the other is offline..while the other gets by..
time is moving..time is great..
Time cant be rewind...so..let my fate
take its place..
END

so..the picture of the flower?..is this.."Behind every sadness..every fight,every anger.there wld always be a beautiful future.waiting for us,to ponder."

P.S.every word,meaning,poem,moral,is done by me.Jason.Thanks for reading.

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2009-08-30T15:16:00.008+08:00

Camwhore.

2009-08-29T20:55:00.010+08:00

This is me.

This is my body.

This is my emotion

This is my style

This is my SMILE![^^]

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i am soo cute?Tag me and answer,Anyways,today...veryyyyy exhausted..yesterday,had vocal singing lessons.Then today,i woke up at 8.57am!before 10am i had to be at church!Cause we had the Sec3 catecism youth rally.i was the participant as well.so yea..tired today.BUT BUT.very funnnnn~~

My sis was with us/me as well.she was the facilitator.haha.i love my sis.she just doesnt know that.And i guess i just cant tell her yet,that iam Bisexual.Sigh.oh wells.those who reading this,Yes.i am Bisexual.but PLEASEE who ever knows my family members or knows my sis,dont tell k?...for my sake.

anyways,yea.next week.1ST SEPTEMBER already.haiz..busy busy.have camps,retreats and such..tiring..oh wells,anyways,to this person, _ _ _ _,u should know who you are,just wanna say ur cute.not ugly..remember that k?so yea...

Jason can be sexy&hot~

2009-08-28T18:59:00.007+08:00

awesome.i like.haha.

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sup all!haha.firstly,i sooo dont know why my pics are arrange this way.seriously,i dont.its the blogger's problem thingy..
anyways,band is ok.tutoring fuchun is fun.haha.love teaching.

anyways,wahh~i didnt know i can be hot and sexy man!haha.iam showing some of my "SKIN"hahaha.and my poses on the cam.haha.nice nice.i love me.haha.who cares if iam big.haha.i love me.

haha.anyways,had fun yes'day with someone[^^] haha.thanks for webcaming.hehe.cute.haha.so now,iam off to my vocal lessons.see ye~^^ MUACKSS

Jason is proud to be horny[o_o]

2009-08-23T20:33:00.007+08:00

This is sooo heaven...

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hi all!missing me much?ok damm.iam really getting paranoid luh.I think starting to like guys rather than girls,and thats soo omg luh.i mean,actually,its ok.I dont mind being a bisexual[^^]haha.anyways,i wanna go clubbing luh!17year old clubbing is ok,even gay clubbing is still fine as long 17years old can go in luh!hayo.Girls clubbing also fine as well![><]haha Anyways,what i want now is,fine a part time work,then i wanna go clubbing,go drink abit abit.But if reallyy cant go clubbing this year,might as well go chalet with the alumni's and bring the CLUBBING,to the chalet!haha.we'll have our own clubbing then.AND I SERIOUSLY WANT VODKA.even now,my dad just let me drink his red wine.(-_-)i mean,its ok luh.haha.red wine nice smell.haha. oh well see luh.hehe.

Topic:CLUBBING!

2009-08-22T17:22:00.005+08:00

One of difficult yet SOMEHOW easy piece

My itouch~

Charging~zzzt zzzt

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Firstly,i want you all to read my previous post.haha.2ndly,i am SOOOOOOO urge to go clubbing!haiz..is there clubs that is for 17yo or smth?haha.i wann drink vodca!martini!and such to drunk myself from my stress man!woohoo~~haha.

ok.totally lost it for a moment.haha.anyways hi all.so today,pretty boring as i stayed at home watching just WOWOWEEE.what a pathetic soul i am.[-_-] haha.but yea,iam kinda entertained now cause i downloaded new games at my itouch..yeahey!haha.i like RPG games.hehe.fun luh.anyways,what else...i miss my baby...i have new friends..one girl from facebook added me and know what,she already gave me a "muacks".(-.-)" i mean,yea i like that.but.cmon,haha.thats weird.haha..

Met new friends like from malaysia and such?haha.funny some of them,yet some are tottallyy not[><] hehe.anyways,i seriously wanna be serious in french horn playing.maybe i go yamaha one of these days and buy a mouthpiece!yea!haha.

what else..hmm..i wanna work,earn money,save up,buy things that i want,and go NS,then got money as well,after 2years,go study again.^^ hehe.iam bored.haha..

p.s,LETS ALL BE PORN STARS!HAHA.(previous post)

Random:Everything

2009-08-21T20:46:00.006+08:00

This is Long beach,California[^^]

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ok.sup.finally~i can upload pics.yea hey.Blogger,i love u again.haha.anyways,went back to j.co for this week.just went there to visit collegues and such.hehe.Anyways,some ppl wld noe why i put california pic.hehe.[^^]hehe.anyways,heres a random thing i wanna do.cause someone did it.so i wanna follow up.haha.oh yea!bout my previous post,SEXUAL!haha.love that.haha.so yea.iam asked to do this by mitchel,one of my friend.

TOP 10 things Jason wants to be:
1)I wanna become a PORNSTAR!haha.yea baby,i mean,i think its cool lar..those people looking at you and salivating,thats hawwttt man.haha[><]

2)i wanna become a person with superpowers!like psychic i guess?haha.move things around,read minds.haha.awesome~

3)i wanna become a musician and blast off ppl's ear till deaf!haha.totally rocks man~haha.

4)Excorcist.dealing with the demons,undead.that is soooo pure goodness messing up with the dead and evil.HA-HA-HA/

5)i want to become a dove,or bird also can luh.But not a fat bird where i wont be able to fly.[-_-]whats the use of those wings if a bird is fat.wth.haha.

6)i wanna become someone who owns a business or smth.haha.so that i can have my own things and such!haha.

7)wants to be a millionaire!so that i can have millions-of-AIR!hahah..thats a lame insight joke.haha[><]

8)wants to become a travelling-musician-chef!seriously,i wld want to^^haha.

9)want to become someone hot!haha.so all eyes on me!haha.girls AND gays.bisexual eyes on me.hahah.

10)wants to become a student.because i miss sec life.sobs.

haha.so to all reading this,you can do this randomness if u want^^ haha.i miss my ppl,my band,my sec4s,MY LIFE!sigh.haha.love.muacks.i miss my baby.

OMG.sexual.

2009-08-16T17:15:00.009+08:00

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OMG. ok.today is reallyy weird yet,fun luh.first went catecism,then go with my friends.go church.then go jurong east.meet this 2 guys.then went back home,watch movie,then type com,then scold damm to this blogger cause i CANT UPLOAD PICS!haiz. anyways,my post,OMG!sexual!!!![><] i aint pervert.dont scold me if i type it down here.Its my blog anyways.hehe.so yea..there was like OMG!jerking,luring,infatuated!OMGGG LUH!i cant tell what is it,or what it was but i "SOOOOOO" had fun.HAHAHA.nice nice.
Answer this with a suitable answer

"I wanna ___ it again."
1)watch
2)do
3)act
4)sing
5)play
which answer is it?haha.its a sexual answer!try to guess!HAHA.so thats my 5 clues.haha..sooooo much fun to torture ppl reading these blog.haha.see ye~
(Iam NOTTT a pervert.or else i will hurt you)

stupid blogger.

2009-08-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

3words,1 angry meaning
"Blogger is dumb"
[-_-]

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damm it luh..i cant upload pics..Haiz..stupid blogger.anyways yeaps.back again,life is uncontrollable~~[><] haiz...september next month...wah~am i prepared?haha.jkjk.been going to FCCB lately tutoring the sec1 horn.its ok luh..iam getting paid anyways.HAHA.what else..hmm.damm!need to tirm off soon~haha.those bulgy areas shld be gone soon as well!

damm damm.what a darn stupid life i have.haha.guess i got to go and move with the flow.gadda wad i mean?heres a fact^^

Fact 1 for guys:If u have a fever,your "balls" tends to hang lower.
Fact 2 for girls:The more u shake/jump/run will make ur boobs bigger and lower.

HEY HEY HEY!i aint a pervert!u all dont smack me luh.haha.its a fact i got from somewhere or someones blog!aint my fault[><]haha

hahaha.not sure if its true,but go see ur own dick balls guys!haha.and girls,umm..i'll keep quiet.haha.girls beat/pinch harder.haha.see ye~

Double Chocolate Frappe~

2009-08-10T13:14:00.002+08:00

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ok.hi to all~~~!!firstly,this pics have been taken a longgg time ago.Its just that my blogger had some problem so i cldnt upload them.So yea.up here are my Catecism friends and my Dog deilo.hehe.and my wacky crazy cartoon pals spongebob&patrick.Haha.cute.

so anyways,the other day i went to work at Mccafe.Wah seh~kinda fun le.but iam sooo dumb to choose THAT branch.sigh..haha.i see familiar faces at MAC!omg[><] sigh..haha.anyways it was just OJT(on the job training) so iam not really "in" it yet.but wah~can eat mac food le!haha.but they said the food u eat must not be above $6.15.so yea.either eat below or just $6.15.hehe.its free luh.for staff meals.HAHA.

what else...but yea,i didnt eat it.i didnt want to.besides,i was bored there.they didnt even let me use the espresso machine or taught me anything!i mean,sheessh ppl,iam Barista experience~[-_-] sigh.haha.all i did was clean tables,wash dishes,throw the tray's garbage.WTH..sigh.haha.But fun luh cause got thiss someone cute~haha.oh well,i love u all~haha.why no one tag me huh?sadden.hehe.

Weird?

2009-08-01T18:37:00.001+08:00

Ok.so heres the thing,BLOGGER IS DUMB?.i mean,iam NOW typing this post and i dont even noe why i cant upload.as in,the "upload" box is nowhere to be at sight.what a freak.Sigh...oh well.ive some great pics of spongebob and such.haha.sigh.stupid blogger.haha.you people can upload pics or not?i cant even chnage my font size and such!PLAIN STUPIDITY.End.

My new image~^^

2009-07-25T17:56:00.006+08:00

I love this best^^

hmm.i really dont show "teeth smiles" in pictures huh..hmm.

smth crept behind me..plus,iam in the toilet,MIDNIGHT.

Its all bout the hair and piercing.haha.

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kies ya'll.my 2nd time blogging this week.cool.haha.so yea.thats me now.haha.my hair and such is different.so yea.haha.well nothing more to say just that love me ya'll~haha.oh yea,what job man??i need to find a job.haha.oh well~haha.ok.so heres the thing,i said "yes" to mr refat's invitation for me to join NIE.but seriously,i wanted to check out SWS and how its like cause i kinda got the feeling its fun.but..oh well~hehe.so yea.

so..back to horn playing for me?hehe.and seriously,i need to be in a barista job.argh~haha.actually,NOPE.i aint regretting i quit that j.co job.iam really happy i quit.so yea.now,oh wells~hehe.and my baby is coming this september~weee..haha.

Cathecism Outing~

2009-07-23T13:30:00.002+08:00

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hey ya'll~haha.ok.so the other day,sunday i went out with my Cathecism class and yea,kinda fun with the sec3s^^.Aint bad actually.haha.so yea.what else,well,hi to all of you~!haha.been missing me?ok so heres the thing,i need to find a job now.haha.any recommendations?haha.well,i need to start losing weight as well.!yea yea!go go jason.haha.

imma weird boy.well,last tuesday i went back to YCMB band.aww..i miss them sooo much~i even gave miss tan a hug..sobs..miss her alot.i got to even teach the sec1s..WAH!idris if u are reading this,the EUPHO sec1 boy is sooooo good le!HAHA.hes really good.iam falling for the sec1 boy............................HAHAHAH.jk.nah,i wldnt dare.haha.

so yea.i miss band but one thing iam happy of,I CAN STILL PLAY AND I DIDNT LOSE MY PLAYING SKILLS!hahahahahahaha.cool yo~its been like,4,5,6 months?and wao,i can still play.haha.well,yea thats that^^ i miss everyone liao!my alumni batch and my juniors!haha.

Iam still a virgin..But not a pervert.

2009-07-18T18:52:00.011+08:00

Thinking it to be my Trademark?hmm

I'll guess i'll stick with the OTHER "PINK" one.[^^]

Buy the mag and u will see LESLIE LIOW SI JIE INSIDE!HAHAHAHA.

Yeap.thats my hair and i pierced ears[^^]

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yo all mah fans~haha.missing me blogging?haha.anyways,sry alrites?cause i cant use the com so the itouch really cant do much.juz to tell u this, "DONT BUT ITOUCH.(-.-)" MIGHT AS WELL BUY A LAPTOP" ok?hope u get what i mean.HAHA.so yea.i miss my alumni bandies,my juniors...and first of all,MY HORN PLAYING!shit luh..i really want to blow that horn cause i dont wanna lose my fundamentals of playing and such stuffs.haiz..oh well..

well,life is ok i guess.been going outing with sam,going far east and hearing me "cry-in-pain" after the pierceing.haha.nah,i didnt cry.i juz did some "SILENT VULGAR WORDS BLABBING"hahaha.what else..well,marie my YFC friend cut her hair,but it kinda looks weird,no offence though..hmm...my hair is NICE OK!its not a rooster kind of hairstyle(-.-)"

hehe.so yea.life's been ok,but i need to find another job again now.haha.so yeaps.go go jason~hehe.love life,well..not really that lovely dovey.so yea.i aint really caring much^^,i dont know what to choose! NIE,SWS OR OTHER BANDS???haiz...haha.LOVE U ALL~HEAR THIS SONG!i love them man,cool!ok..well,i dont know what i cant paste it here,but just go this website!they're really good.i guess their philipino as well?i dont really know.But just go.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RW8HUG9cOYE

missing me much lately?

2009-07-06T20:25:00.002+08:00

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Hey all~^^ been missing me lately?haha.ok so yea.i miss everyone too!even my ycmb band and juniors..french horn playing and such..haiz..sad sad..haha.anyways yea,my life..hmmm..i quit my job,cause i dont wanna work there anymore...hmm..went out with sam the other day,saturday i guess.to watch a Barista competition at Jurong point but it sucked because there WASNT ANY!

haiz..my bad.i guess,i juz dont noe what happen?so yea^^ what else..hmmm..rebonding my hair.different hair style for my fringe.hehe^^ what else..and yea,iam still GROUNDED-FOR-LIFE using the com.so my parents are out now,iam using the com^^ haha.so yea,

main priority now,get a NEW JOB,and find a way to play french horn again IFFF i could find a soluble source where to.so yea,love u all.muacks~

OH YEA!my special someone is coming to town!!!!!!loving it this coming september^^

Swoosh~and its all gone.

2009-07-01T13:00:00.004+08:00

Michael Jackson
A person,a performer,a genius,a winner.And a Legend.

Ok..so the other day,(friday) i was looking up to my itouch and i saw at the yahoo bullentin board "michael jackson is dead" or some sort.so yea.at first i was being a critic luh.haha.cause i was like,LAUGHING at his death ye noe.cause i see him as the...well,no offence to him luh,i see him as the disfigured-13 year old boy-molester-performer.so yea..i have a bad impression about him,ALTHOUGH to me SOME of his songs were really kinda nice to here.^^ i even have a 2 disc in 1 pack at my house.haha.but seems its lost now.

but yea,far still,i take back my criticism cause he is actually kinda cool ye noe^^ i mean,i really nvr thought about it,but hes really cool,yet kinda sad story behind his past.so yea.

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anyways,hi to all!MISSING ME LATELY?haha..so yea,latest news,IAM QUITTING J.CO!YEA HEY! hahahhahaha.funny><>

i juz hope i can wait for september^^ cause smth is bound to happen.hehe^^ love u all~

oh yea,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUHANNA YESTERDAY!

Singapore Flyer :$10

2009-06-23T19:34:00.005+08:00

View inside the flyer.

hes cutting to make grass greener!

thats us^^

my sis sureee looks sickish!><

me^^

I know you cant see it,but it says,beef BALLS.

4 girls and a guy,hmm..aint my thing.

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ok.so whats up~been zillionnn years since ive blog huh.haha.sry about that k?^^ like i said,i cant use com anymore.haiz.anyways,yea.today went out with my church MUSIC MINISTRY.well,yea..only 7 could come though.but was quite lotsa fun luh.cause we went to Singapore flyer~hehe.

well yea,its special offer ye noe!because students are only $10 entrance fee untill 26th JUNE!so yea!cool yo~HAHA.what else..hmm...nothing to say le?.haha.juz bored and slpy today.but yea,i miss my YCMB BAND seriously soo much!hehe..awww..haiz...oh well,i juz hope for everyone's life to get better^^

I pray.see ye ppl~MUACKS!

Finally!its a miracle i can blog!(-.-)

2009-06-14T14:09:00.010+08:00

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ok,so heres the thing.MANY THINGS and stuffs has been caught up in my life that i cant even use com as well.can u believe that?!I CANT EVEN USE THE COM!how ridiculous..now my parents juz went church.so yea..SNEAKING using the com.HAHA.haiz..so heres some post that i start from the RECENT happening,to the WAY WAY back happenings.

Ok,so went to JP with wanteng,sam and me.meet them at Sake sushi.yea,i think i spelt it wrong.so yea..followed me to CHALLENGER to buy my Itouch.and damm,its REALLY nice.haha.soon after,wanteng had to go first.so me and sam,went for Starbucks!haha.Sam,green tea freeze frappe,and me,double chocolate chip cream.^^ happend,tuesday,9th June.
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ok,so i joined spore idol,but i didnt got in.STUPID LE!it WASNT even the 3 judges.not ken,dick or florence.it WASNT them.its some kinda of productor lor!its not like one by one.its like 5 ppl,only 1 gets in.HOW DUMB IS THAT(-.-)"..but yea,was quite fun luh.because i was with my friend LESLIE!haha.from friday nite till sat moring was with him cause HE ALSO JOING SINGPAORE IDOL.haha.but yeaps.we didnt got in,but i KNOW we reallyyyyyyyyy had sooooooooooo much fun!met Gurmit,hady and joakim.but trust me,SHOWBIZ IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FAKE!especially ONE of the host's attitude.HMPH!heres the pics.

thats leslie..and see what he does.

He sureee eats alot..and its my money i worked for part time(-.-)"

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and all here,are juz some pics i got from home and YCSS GALA thingy^^

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and here,it juz SINING!esther,&my sis.^^

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2009-06-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

Ive not been blogging because of some Family thing.so please,iam sorry that i havent been blogging.If some of you may have seen me on tv,(doesnt make a big deal lor) juz wanna tell u no,i didnt make it.so yea.but i reallyreally still enjoyed it there.so yea.ok.i blog properly next time.

Some days back~

2009-06-01T16:25:00.003+08:00

We're at Nuz's house..

Eating mac's,long john's and such..

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Hey to all~well,this pic's are from Last friday's YCSS gala performance thingy.haha.Credits goes out to Christina for her wonderful cam shots and sexy cam~haha.anyways,yea.last friday,YCMB reallyyy performed wonderful luh!they shld really get Silver.Juz need to touch up is the volume bah.thats all.so yea..

anyways,wah~my life is soo boring le.haha.i seriously need to find more interesting things to do aroun here since iam still young.hmm..give me ideas ppl!and if u want,lets alll go have some fun bah~its been a while since sec life where we get to go on excursions and such stuffs,now?haiz..boring!haha..

PPL PPL! lets go out and have fun~hiking,go zoo,go pulau ubin(spelt wrong i guess?) and such stuffs!haha..iam bored!

1st:Funny....2nd:Backstabbers...

2009-05-27T11:50:00.004+08:00

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ok.1stly,read the pic^..And,HAHAHAHA.so dumb le!iam SOOOO omg about it!i found it in someone's friendster profile and yea,i was "mesmerised" about the article.HAHAHA.how stupid yet funny!i think its true le!YUCKS!!!! ~(><)~ haha.

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ok..HAIZ..about my previous post,one thing about it. "FORGET THAT THEM "F***KING PERSON!" haiz..such a liar and a backstabber..haiz..how it hurts to kill.haiz..Oh nvrm~

iam happy with my life anyways^^

All i wanted for..is to chat with him again..

2009-05-25T11:32:00.003+08:00

Wish upon a a star?Nvr works.But,i still give a little faith to wish for my wish..

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sigh...heres the thing..it was my birthday on the 23rd..and i thank everyone for wishing me.I really really do.I love you all...yesterday had esther,and my collegues to come my house for karoake and a mini party..yea..iam happy they were there for me.^^

but haiz..i know my birthday is over..and i had no cake for me to wish upon on..but still..right now..i really do hope i can find a special star or even a shooting star..because..iam really really in a worst state..*sobs painfully*..I really do...haiz...

its been 3~5 weeks since ive chat with someone..and iam really afraid if somthing might have happen..maybe went on a holiday?,business trip?..or maybe an Accident i didnt know of?..Haiz..i really really do hope and wish to somthing...cause i nvr ask for presents,and good thing i didnt receive any..cause the only thing i wanted for my birthday...was for him to be online and chat with me..cause iam really afraid of what might have happen...If there was really a way to wish for that wish..i guess i would say..

"..i juz pray and wish that hes alright..and that..i could get to chat with him at least for one last time...and i begged for that wish.."

Haiz..see you all..

Happy Birthday to me~

2009-05-23T16:17:00.005+08:00

Wao..the NS thingy.

Inside the Auditorium~

My latte Art~

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ok.so heres the DUMBESTT thing..haiz..i spend my birthday at Pulau Tekong,NS military Visit.and 4 words to desrcribe my feeling..
"WHAT THE FREAKING HEACK!"

(-.-)"Haiz..i went home at 12plus yesterday,slept at 1.30am,and i gotta wake up at 6am for the ferry ride to Pulau Tekong.acually rite,i dont like it there,but i had MINIIIIIIIIIIIIII fun luh.cause theres this one slideshow where it really made me into sense for why guys shld protect the natione.AND PLUS!even if iam PR,i can STILL stay as PR!how cool is that!?haha.what else..there was SOMEONE i kept looking/staring from afar~HEHEHE.only sammy noes.hahaha.but yea,i got goodie bag,parents&me got free lunch food,transportation was free as well,all we need was to fill up the invitation form and bwahla~everything is free!but really kinda nice luh the place.It realyyyyyyyyyy looks like a resort than a camp training lor!a veryyy nice resort le.kinda the one at the channel 5 show,"Harper's island".yea.its Pulau tekong,which is the island,and the milirary place really looks..hmm..RESORT-FUL!haha.

whats else..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!HAHAHA.iam 17..but it sucks to be one.i hate growing up.haiz..i got lotsaa SMS,msn's and blogger tags,facebooks tags and such.haha.cool cool.
"I LOVE YOU ALL FOR WISHING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

thanks ever so much^^

Happy 19th Birthday to my sister,Maria Angelia~

2009-05-20T09:36:00.002+08:00

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Happy birthday to my sister today~^^shes already 19years old..wao..time sure flies fast.well,My birthday is coming soon as well.haha.but i dont know why,but i dont really like my birthday..i juz dont.complicated bah.next time i'll elaborate more on it.

Anyways,gotta buy a gift for my sis either 2mrw or such..haha.kinda ridiculous cause all she needs is a $36 acne pimple cream of somesort found at Guardian.haha.weird.whats else..hmmm..ive been practicing singing alot nowadays..kinda sad my tutor for my vocal lessons cldnt come anymore..haiz..saddening.oh well..lifes's life.And i pray to a special someone to plsss be alrite..haiz..iam really really worried if smth might have happen.I pray..

well,gonna be working this weekend from mon~fri.so yea.missing band alots...but i guess i also dont wanna come cause ppl might say iam extra..nvrm bah.i go there next time.^^wad else..hmm.oh yea!iam SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GONNA lose weight damm it.haha.for sure i am!hmph.haha.well yea,juz happy bday to my sis bah!^^

Girls+shopping+Guy's Money =PURE EVIL(-.-)"

2009-05-15T11:06:00.002+08:00

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ok,hey ya'll sup.Its been a while since ive blog huh..Hmm,i guess iam getting bored of Blogger huh?haha.nah,i'll try not to.hehe.i Know you people love to read my "Gay"(Happy) life,my "love" gossip's,my "singapore-idol-audition" and such stuffs.HAHA...yea yea,iam giving mostly the details.haha.but please,i try to be humble k?Ok.so heres the thing,my life,well,iam not gonna be schooling this year.either next year Jan(ite) or maybe this June for a private culinary course.so yea.weird.

so now,iam juz doing my part-time job^^ Donuts&drinks making.hehe.anyways,pls dontt be shock but yea,Ive signed up for Singapore idol.haha.and i guess my number is,
"REF No. 02182"
hahaha.weird..i will always be humble!but kinda scared..haiz,Oh well,nvrm^^ so,whats else..hmm..Love life..hmm..*SIGHHHH* it was like,1 moment we were chatting,the next moment it just stopped.*sobs* i dont know what juz happend..haiz.And yea.my life is very gay(happy).haha..but the stupid thing is,my birthday falls on the NS thingy.(--) dumbfounded.
remember ppl!my birthday is on May23! remember it!

HAHAHAHA..so much for me telling myself to be humble.HAHAHAHA.oh wells,iam a cute boy(^^) HAHAHAHA.alrites alrites.i miss ye all^^ i miss band,i wish i get to buy my own french horn..and maybe change my phone to Iphone 3G! hahaha.cool yo~
hehe.see ye~^^

Happy Mother's Day mom..

2009-05-10T20:42:00.003+08:00

2008,at sakura.thats why i look abit suckish.

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today is mother's day,a day for all mothers^^ well,nothing really much happen today.Went church..had music ministry...went home..and i called KFC for a Mother's day family feast KFC...so yea.It was a surprise for my Mom,grandma,my maid(The mothers)&my bro and grandfather for their birthdays yesterday and 2 days ago.so yea.KFC^^

actually i wanted Pizza hut,but it was fully busy i guess.so yea,KFC instead.and yea,it was MY treat and MY pay.hehe.so yea.Iam happy iam such a good boy^^ hehe.well,yea.thats what happen..and OMG!singapore idol!!!hehehehe^^ Oh nvrm~haha.see ye~

Sorry for being M.I.A (^^)

2009-05-09T11:14:00.006+08:00

Silver glasses~ O-O

Nice view from the Esplanade top^^

The Esplanade itself A.k.a Durian Head

Me&Sammy^^

Opaque?

Haha.I smallen it by purpose.haha

Sam's ink pen!sooo fun to use =]

Chippy!!!!!haha.i guess someone really enjoyed the cheese&chicken

Cuppchino art

I see my nameee^^ haha.

And thats the final pic of me~old days Black glasses.

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Hey ye all~iam soooo sry for being M.I.A(missing in action).haha.juz to tell u,the pics were from LAST WEEK TUESDAY when me&my friend sam went to hang out,and wanteng got to join us as well.so yea.Anyways,sryyyy for being MIA cause i had no time to upload pics and such.now,finally i could.PHEW~hehe.

so whats up with ur lifes?good?haha.i wonder hows my YCMB doin.have not been able to contact any YCMB's to ask them if their ok or such..hmm..hehe.what else..well,my someone&me have not been chatting for quite some while since its a different time zone for both of us countries.for example,6pm here,6am there.so yea...Haiz...must work this out!haha.

anyways,yea.went to city hall seen on that pic ^ and yea,chippy was superb!haha.someone love it alot sia.hehe><>

well,i finally got to post!thank god.PHEW~hehe.i love ye all ppl~><>

Wakey wakey~><

2009-04-28T12:08:00.002+08:00

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Yo to all~ok..so i read miss loh's blog..i was SOOOO sad about it..haiz..the band.the conductor and such..haiz..BAND MEMBERS,I'LL NEVER,EVER give up on you ppl!..haiz.Anyways,Also read Hamizan's Blog..french horns,u really made me and ur seniors proud to the core!truly am.Haiz..so emotional for this two blogs that i viewed..haiz..but good thing sammy's blog change it.haha.her recent post about going from lakeside to changi???HAHA..how ridicously,but thats nice cause it was worth it for a small family outing^^ so yea...awww.

well,today have work again.2mrw,i be going out with sammy and wanteng i guess?hehe.yea.anyways,damm it.I praying to god and jesus that pls let me be in ITE for now..but yea,even if i do NS this year,its also ok.haha.but kinda tough though..haha.duh!see my size(-.-)"hahaha.jkjk..so yea..haiz..what else..hmmm..
ITE = study and Knowledge
National Servcie=Slimming down,and after time to study

so yea.see,i can have to advantages for both.but yea..haiz..i pray to god for which is the path he's putting me on to.Amen.anyways,hmm...yea!i got hurt at the hear because of someone..SOB~~i was really hurt on Sunday nite..haiz..saddening..oh well..the only person who wld noe is Sammy.haha..haiz...well,yea,sammy,to me,is my close friend.to her yea,she may not see me as her close friend as well.but thats alrite.cause,it can work out that way as well.it really can.so yea,i still thank her though.thanks sam^^

...love me,myself and i^^

2009-04-25T11:49:00.008+08:00

Me and my J.co Uniform^^

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ok.so whats up to ya'll~hehe.ok..haiz..so heres the thing,manyy ppl has been adding me in MSN!damm it.haha.its like overflow or viruses..haiz..and heres the thing,its MOSTLY guys...(-.-)"NO I DONT ENJOY THAT!..haiz..i mean,where the hack the see my email sia?haiz..weird.Anyways,4 more days for my ITE results thingy..work yea..this week i have work.hehe.

what else..ok,so now..arghh.iam sooo in a love triangle or such le!!!wah lao.haiz..duno luh.Its so ironic to have 2 ppl u like.haiz..*jason is having a headache*..haiz..haha.^^ well,i cant say much to who i like here since there are some ppl who mustnt noe so much about me.haha.^^ what else..hmm..i miss band!!!(><) haiz..saddening..haha.well,someone has to read this cause he needs to slp^^ hehe.peace~

Change of command Parade~2009

2009-04-25T11:29:00.006+08:00

Nadya~nvr listen!tsktsktsk..

Sammy~the only girl that iam close with^^aww

My Hornies~aww,wish wirda was there.

Clarinet section.they were using MY PHONE to take a pic(-.-)"

huh!stella,can smile in a Squad meh?(-.-)"

Senior and junior nvr senang diri position..

whootts~Marrisa the New Drum Major~^^

I salute you Ma'am!,says syafiq.haha.

The Band

The mace,the girl,the giver of certificates.haha.jkjk.

I love my ycmb's~

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ok.so yo to all~yesterday was POP for my band.well,kinda sad luh because there wasnt any marching unlike last year the ex-sec4s we did train them for marching.haiz..oh well~anyways,yea.went to sec school yesterday.omg..i miss it sooo much.Ppl can still recongise me and such.sob..so touch.haha.but yea,i do miss the ppl there.Mr paul lim even came up to me and say hi!haha.my tham,mr tan,my d&t teachers..wah.miss them.

ok.so went band around 245~3pm i guess?so yea.i played eupho!then horn.OMG..i was sooo scared when i played the horn cause my emboucture suck!.but,it turn out well a few minutes playing the horn.good thing.phew~haha.so yea.thats that bah.hehe.damm..i so miss the band and such.and shit!another shockingly surprise was that THEY ARE PRACTICE ALVAMAR OVERTURE!OH MY GOD.i mean,thats really tough u noe..wah~~haiz..oh well bah.hope they do their best for Next year NBC^^.peace~

A cup of coffee or tea?

2009-04-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

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hi to all^^~ been missing me much lately?haha.jkjk.anyways,yea,missing star virgo cruise.haha.but,its good to be back as well.haha.so yea.Yesterday had work and it was DAMM DAMM T.I.R.I.N.G(-.-)"About 6~7pm i was the only barista person doing drinks and damm..iam now sick..haha.oh well~good thing i didnt got sick in the moring juz now.cause,i came home around 12midnite plus yesterday,slept around 2.30pm watching this great show,woke up aroun 8.19am today,sunday,for cathecism,church mass,music ministry untill it was 3pm,i went back home.

and from then,i juz slpt at home as damm freaking tired.and now,woke up cough,slight flu,red eyes and aching muscles..haha.weird.oh well!haha.well,iam missing my Baby~><>
Coffee or Tea.

For me,i wld choose tea^^ guess out WHY for urself^^haha.

....Iam Back&and i had lotsa Fun^^

2009-04-17T17:12:00.012+08:00

1st day~

*Superstar Virgo*My cabin pass^^

My sis was trying to smile.haha.

Emergency Excercise procedure.

Mom&sis

The 3 horse and the amazing Siblings!whoo-hoo~

Mom&sis,Again(-.-)"

Peace...to..

Battle!haha.jkjk.

Parents.

I dont really know whats inside the Oasis though.haha.

dang,yeap.shes short alrite.haha.

Cam whore inside the lift

Sis and the upper most deck.See the view!so nice.haha.yea,its Night time when i took this.

The 3 sibling's Cabin

Zi lian for the 1st day^^

And last zi lian before i went to slp^^

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(1st day)ok.Iam Back!haha.miss me?so yea,firstly,we went to superstar virgo cruise.kinda cool luh.and its SOOO big&nice.but yea,as u can see,we got there by nitefall since our departure is at 830pm.so yea...anyways,yeaps.all my family members are there.dad,mom,sis,bro&me.anyways,first day was tiring but kinda exciting.haha.cause the cruise is soo big.so yea..excited to know all the facilities and such.haha.

2nd day

It looks yummy rite?^^but,The cheese sucks!!!(-.-)"

After breakfast,sis and me went to the upper deck^^

for your FYI,theres 3 decks.but this is the Middle deck^^

Inside the library where theres also a COMPUTER to use!haha.

View taken inside the library^^

A game of English chess?

The front swimming pool of the cruise^^

The back swimming pool of the cruise.2 pools in total^^

Inside the Arcade^^

Its Wiiiii time~

Mom is playing Bowling with my sis.haha.

Dinner time at the MUST-BE-FORMAL restuarant(-.-)"

After,went Karaoking at the KTV lounge.I SANG!!

A game of Giant's chess then?

Zi lian for the 2nd day^^

I look soo cute^^.haha.

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(2nd day)ok.so woke up at the 2nd day,and yea,as you can see,there lotsaa pictures i took that i had to delete and move some because of memory space problems.haha..anyways,yea.2nd day was fun as well~haha..karoke,chess,library,swimming pool,arcade,move,theater,theres mostly the facilities!haha.from Bouttiques shopes to Gyms,to chicken rice stalls.haha.cool^^haha..iam missing it now..haha.

3rd day

Inside the Captains Brigade.I salute you sir!haha.

And this is really a OMG TIME!haha.we had bingo.and the hosts are funny and such.haha.and they are GAY!OMG!..funny luh because of their jokes,but.weird.haha,but yea,overall,i was lauging cause of their jokes.haha*claps*this room is alson known as the casino&disco room.kinda big ye know.haha.

And the last picture,is a veryyyy good pianist!haha.cool cool.

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ok.so yea,thats the 3rd day.which is today.haha.kinda sad luh..firstly,there were sooo many international ppl..and i find one particular Ang moh kinda,"cute"..haha..I always get to bumped into that person.haha.library,arcades and such.cute.haha^^..oh to bad,ive already have someone else^^ *Muacks to that person* hahaha.jkjk.anyways,yea..iam missing the cruise.haha..yea yea..Bottomline words coming from Jason's mouth
"I sureeee had lotsa fun"
haha..so yea..well,haiz..work is 2mrw again.but still,it was a blessing i had a 3day fun overseas..haha.truly LOVEEEE it.haha.

Cruise+Ice Berg=Titanic II.How awesome it can be^^

2009-04-15T10:08:00.008+08:00

Cruisade~^^

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ok..well,today is Wed rite?and yea,i be going for a 3day cruise later on.But nah,iam not really expecting it luh...i mean,haiz..seriously,it be fine if i juz work lor.haiz..but yea,Family to my parents MEANS family.so yea.and thats what my parents final saying to me.Full stop(-.-)" haha.anyways,my mom said that this cruise is a VERRRRY big wan,something like 11 stories or such?not really sure.but its something like that.But heres what ur gonna laugh about(-.-)" its juz to {Singapore~Malacca~Penang~Singapore}
HOW STUPIDITY(-.-)"
haha.jkjk.but yea,hope i get to meet "NEW" ppl onboard since it is an international cruise type.haha.i guess only my Friend Samantha wld understand what iam relating to.HAHAHA.anyways yea,Iam not sure if its gonna be Boring or fun luh.cause seriously,iam really not looking forward to it.My mom said its gonna be BIG.and there will be alot of facilities.so yea.duno luh.

I be "emo-ing" i guess.haha.but nah,not really emo.you see,if i get close to the beach and sea,i wont be what you would expect me to be.cause iam that kind of person who seriously enjoys nature and everything that you know about me wld all juz shut.Cause Nature,like the sea for example,gives me a very sensation feeling like calmnes.so yea.^^. its like,maybe i'll be going Up to the deck,and be sitting near the edge of the cruise,enjoying the breeze,sunset,and sunrise the next moring.and such suttfs juz like how the titanice actor&actress did.HAAHAHAHAHA.jkjk,but nah,i seriously wld enjoy the breeze,sunsets and sunrise bah.hope i get to see some fishes as well.haha.and plus,hope i dont Fall over the edge.HAHA.so yea.dont miss me k?^^hope my sis and bro brings their laptop with em.haha.and plus,i SOOO saving up money for Iphone~^^haha.Byez.

....Juz for Laughs~

2009-04-11T12:44:00.003+08:00

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haha..okok.i KNOW what ur thinking!hahaha.well,i be working Later 3pm..so yea,iam bored now,so might as well do blogging.hehe.i love this new pics~hahaha.funny.well,yea....me and someone Patch up liao luh.haha.and for that recent post rite?it HAPPENED 5 OR 6DAYS ago but i juz got to post it up yesterday.so yea..hahaha.

Death is not Scary...It is the place where we will head to...

2009-04-10T19:30:00.004+08:00

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sup to all~well,someone and me has "broken up".so yea.haiz...yea.iam really sad about it..but,haiz..cant force love bah..haiz...anyways,today is Good Friday,so yea,good thing my emotions goes well for this day.Well,its kinda prepoustrous rite?its says GOOD FRIDAY,but for those christians&Catholic,to us,its a remorseful and sad day.so yea.thats how it must be.

Good Friday is when Jesus christ died for us.He died for us and he was God's only son.Imagine to have someone who you love soooo much die for Millions of peoples whom no one even knows him/her,and died to SAVE the world.so yea.Thats why,its good friday,but we have to feel remorse.so yea.Jesus died because he saved the world.and your questions is "save from what?"...well,think about it.he is GOD'S son.and god is THE ALMIGHTY.god can juz take away ur life..but yea,jesus DIED for the sins that we make so that god wont punish us sinfull ppl.thats why,this day,is a blessing for us to look upon of what he did for us.Amen.

haiz..was suppose to go Sentosa even though i SOO badly wana go there and i dont even have work today!haiz..haha..i mean,i can go work,or i can go to my band.hehe.but yea,haiz..oh well.hehe.2mrw i be having work,and know smth?HAIZ..my parents went to pay or such for this 3days Cruise thing from singapore to malacca or some sort..haiz..duno luh..i dont want.haiz...i be gone on the 15,16 and 17 of april.haiz..whats so nice about cruises?....hope i get to meet someone new since its an "International" thingy.hehe^^ oh well~love u all.

...It was Juz a few moments...and everything,was Over.

2009-04-07T19:53:00.002+08:00

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Iam missing that person....Yesterday nite...had quarrel with someone.haiz...cant be helped..cant do anything anymore.Today,went Rebond hair.so yea...well,my Band members are still kinda healing from the wound..but,i Know they will be alrite.I know they will.Juz stay strong and always pick urself up even if u fall.

Haiz...iam crying over smth.Not literally crying.DUH!haha..juz,haiz..kinda sad about smth.so yea..well,2mrw i be having work..so yea...*Hugs to myself*....Iam not in the mood..SIGH~!!!..haha.love u all~^^

....HUGS TO MY YCMB.....

2009-04-03T12:06:00.007+08:00

Hugs to my YCMB~!

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ok.1stly to my YCMB,u seriously deserve a Silver.Thats the truth.Not really a gold,but a High silver.yeaps.u can hate me for saying that,but yea,thats what u really are^^.u all have gone up and seriously improved!thats really such a wonderful thing that uve done for the past 2years k?so nvr give up my dear YCMB's!

Yeaps,yesterday went to Singapore conference Hall for SYF.and yea,we got Bronze.the sadness and tears..Not by us seniors,but mostly to our Juniors which did they're best of all.We love you all juniors~!
haiz..well,its ok.when u fall,dont cry,juz get back up,and start walking again.and for that,i can say,your a very very strong person^-^ k?.so yea..relax now.everything will be fine...

It maybe a Bronze as the medal says,but to most of us who witness your speticular performance,it was mostly and truthfully a DAMM GOOD SILVER!*HUGS*

Conflict At Work!

2009-04-01T01:07:00.003+08:00

Haha..so true~HAHA.

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yo to all~Ok,so yesterday was monday,iam suppose to blog this thing rite now,Tuesday.But its 1.14am and it says wednesday.Argh~Wadever is it,damm that Micheal(J.co Boss)!yea..i kinda quarrel with him juz because of my GAY BADGE.i mean like,WTF,its JUST A BADGE!and i cant wear it?i mean,duh..NO customers has ever told me "take it off" or such ye noe.No one complained and such..yet,he was like" no no no,take it off"..damm him.haiz..oh well,Many ppl is angry at him anyways~haha.

Today,Tuesday,had work again.hehe..well,my mood,its kinda fresh~!haha.so yeaps.hehe..and,juz now,had to deliver 20 DOZENS OF DONUTS to SMU~!!!!.wah~~~i soo wanna die carrying it.haha..and SMU IS KINDA NICE!damm..i was soo jealous to be with those "intelligent" ppl around me..haiz..damm damm damm>_<>

.....Axionet Thrasher^-^.....

2009-03-29T21:12:00.004+08:00

Aww..cute^-^

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ok.Iam back blogging everyone~hehe..did ye miss me?haha.jkjk.ok..anyways,yesterday was Saturday rite?and cool luh..cause my senior batch GIRLS came to J.co.haha.wasnt expected luh cause they were there to shop or such and they saw me!haha.aww..i miss my YCMB band seniors batch girls.hehe..sammy,christina,suhanna,wanteng and cheryl.aww~haha.and kinda unexpected cause i was steaming the espresso counter or such.HAHAH>_<

anyways,yea.yesterday and friday was SOO tiring and i was doing Barista MOST OF THE TIME.cause,haiz...theres not gonna be enough part timers now,if iam correct,4 has been removed,or juz had quit.so yea...i was mostly alone at the Barista.good thing i can manage the drinks.haha.And well today,ive noo work.hehe.so yea.Woke up around 8.05am to go cathecism class and such.actually,it turned out ok.haha..i mean,i did enjoy being with the 15 year olds.hehe..

then,went church and such..went home.cause gonna have Vocal singing lessons again.so yea..thats why.damm~!i like my teacher.as in,not that LIKE-LIKE,as in,hes really really good in teaching me and my sis for vocal lesson.haha..cool~^-^well,2mrw i be working as well..and wah~! ITE result and my YCMB syf!..haha..scary..hehe.gtg now k?love u all.hehe.

*Missing my baby*

....Zi lian at work~...

2009-03-26T20:21:00.012+08:00

Me at Barista...ALONE!

Zakiyah~!haha.she very cute le.hehe.

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haha.sup to all~hehe..well,this pics was taken i think last week or such?so yea...juz had the time to upload them.hahaha..hmm...my results for ITE is coming in next week!wahhh~~sooo scary..haiz..31st March,tuesday.PRAY FOR ME EVERYONE PLEASE!haha...wad else..hmm..o yea,today went back to Jurong Medical Center...YEAHEY~hehe..there was NOOO pain and such things to be done today!*relief*haha..the doct juz hammmered this metal thing,and let me hear the vibration of it.so yea..cool luh.hehe.

anyways,2mrw i'll be working again..so yea.haiz...what else..damm..iam getting "Horny" all of a sudden..yea yea..iam VERYYY OPEN at blog since its mine..and i get aroused almost the smallest things......HAHAHAHA.JOKEEEEEEEEE!.iam joking!hahaha...besides,SAMANTHA(ex-Ycmb)!shhhhhh!!!!....dont say anything ah!hahaha.

well,yea..nice pics i have rite?haha.jkjkjk.i look hot.haha.jkjk...hmm..okok.iam talking crap.haha.Love my BABY and i love you all~

Iam in love with you_ _ _ _ _ _ _ Donnelly~>_<

2009-03-25T11:57:00.005+08:00

yes,I love you so much,and you said you also love me^-^

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ok..whats wrong with me and my Sub-heading today?BLEAH~haha.some knows,and some dont know.so yea.hehe>_<so yea,have work later on..wah~tired.hehe.been working more and more lately..haiz..so yea...well,my waltz dance has ended,and now,ive been havin Music ministry,and Voice lesson..haiz..haha.so yea.hehe^-^ hmm.what else..hehe...i love my Webcam...cause,we get to chat and get to see each other>_<>

Theres ALOTT of things i cant tell you all who is reading this.if u wanna know,juz come personally.and i will tell u my secret.cause...iam ready to face the fact and such!hehe..love you all~^-^

Mr Pokey and Lil Mushroom^-^

2009-03-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

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sup to all~^-^.been missing me lately?haha.ok.well,my body is SOOOO tired rite now.haha.but yea,iam still ok cause iam chatting with a Very special someone at MSN.hehe.*hugs to that person*.haha.anyways..damm..i gotta work 5 days this coming week.haiz..stress.haha.oh well,its money anyways~!haha.jkjk.

hmm..and i have to go JMC for that freakish check up again.dang~haiz..well,iam missing band and instruments rite now.haha.oh well..hehe.Mr Pokey and Lil mushroom!haha..wad a niceeee name to called them.haha...you dont know what iam talking about huh?haha..nvrm.hehe.well,yea..nothing more to say.ehhe.juz had fun juz now..i had my Vocal singing lesson juz now...wah..i didnt expect it to be kinda fun..Ye hey~iam being taught by a good vocal teacher.hehe^-^

...Iam missing someone~

2009-03-21T01:41:00.005+08:00

A dead poet..

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Yo to all~well,Ive juz got back from work juz now around 1230midnite plus..damm..iam superb~~ today.hehe..was moving here&there since i was somehow Eka(my boss) said iam the "Employee of the month"wth..haha.so yea...tired...my "ear surgery" is ok now i guess..but yea,iam seriously traumatise about that thin metal air sucking thingy...and next week i have to go for another check up and they might do that surgery again~wth...iam really afraid now..sobsob..

Anyways,iam missing somone now^-^ hehe..so cute luh~~haha.Although we dont get to see each other often,i do like the way we still chat in MSN..cause,i do treasure the little things even if its juz chatting..hehe..iam missing and loving that person~hehe>_< well,its slpy time now~maybe i'll continue blogging later.hehe.(2.03am)

..WTF...

2009-03-19T10:18:00.006+08:00

Pink panther?NOT!haha.

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ok.so heres the ironacy,Iam using the computer&and the internet at JURONG MEDICAL CENTRE to do a Blog post.HAHAHA...iam so kiasu~haha..well,duh..its better beats than waiting for your Number to be called or the doctor shouts ur name rite?duh~hehe..so yea..iam here at JMC rite now blogging>_<>

Ok..was back from JMC juz now...ok.heres wad happen..i was really trumatised about this "min ear surgery" i juz had.1stly,went there rite and such,yea.i had to sit into this chair,and this doctor who is VERYYY young (and i assumed not that much experience) was the one who clean my ear.Ok.so yea,she got this "sucking small metal thingy" that can fit into my Right ear.so yea.there it goes..i can tell you..WTF.....it was really really painful!!The first try,i was damm exhausted!!...1stly,because my appointment starts at 1015am,and i HAVENT had breakfast yet nor ANY water.so i was damm exhausted! The pain from the wind sucking the liquid or wadever stuffs at my ear was like..WTF..

that didnt stop.that was 1ST TRY!..she did the 2ND one,i was really damm in pain...seriously,if u were there to watch me,u wld seriously feel scared.cause it was really unbearable.....2nd time was worst then the 1st...i wanted to ask my mom for water..but i cldnt cause i didnt want to stop the surgery.so yea..i had to bear untill it was really over..3rd try....there...this was the part i shout In pain..

The doctor,she put the metal thing in my ear luh...but yea..WTF..there was this moment i already had enough.and wanna noe why?after i shout she told,"Iam sorry!i GUESS i put to deep that i touched part of ur brain"....I was like WTF!DUH OF COURSE U DID!(I was saying it inside my mind EVEN though i was really exhausted and cld faint any moment)....seriously,my vision was very blurry juz like how an Housefly eye's rite?yea..mine was very blurry and lotsa 'holes"..haiz..shes stopped.everyone looked at me as i was still sitting at the chair..my mom,2 nurses..the doctor..its was really unforgettable..

and wanna noe wad?I have to go there again next week!wtf....iam really trumatise liao..haiz...if u were in my shoes..u wld seriously noe how i felt...it was really really painful...the ear is the MOST sensitive part of us..
thinking about that...it made me give fear+nervous...resulting that i was exhausted already...it was really painful and very very unbearable..i had to bear Fear+Nervous+pain=EXHAUSTED..

...Typical....

2009-03-17T23:26:00.002+08:00

Want to see BIG ben?(^-^)haha.

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Oh well,today was juz Per normal.hehe..i didnt have work today,so went to Jurong Polyclinic for a Cough&Ear check up.And yea,this thurs i wld need to go to Jurong Medical centre bcause of my ear porb and such luh.haha.anyways~while i was going there,lets juz say a friend of mine juz and me were juz chatting via SMSes luh..haha..so cute luh.we were suppose to meet up either at CCk cementry,tampiness mall,vivo city,raffles city link..however,yet,nvr did.ahah..cause was not feeling well,AND i took lotsa time for the polyclinic..wth..NOW then i know polyclinics kinda sucks..haiz..

hmm..wad else happen.hmm..well,nth much today,juz that i came out and came home.tommorow!wld be YCMB's leadership camp!haha..cool cool.well,yea..meaning,iam going YCMB 2mrw!hehe..and so will the other ex-seniors.hehe^-^ and ya..damm it..dont miss me k?..cause i be working on Wed,Thurs,Fri and sat.Haiz....iam thinking of qutting soon..so yea..oh well.hehe.gtg now~peace.

Happy Debut 18th bday Alexis~

2009-03-16T09:58:00.016+08:00

White+Red=Pink

I soo love using that Canon Cam that iam holding

This is nothing.Its my first time "Zi lian" or wadever u call it~hehe.

The Diva's of Sober&Mystery

Me&Carrisa~she was soo pretty!

Agaainnn~haha,notice my PINK TIE?!?!

This is my NEW abang&a good friend i knew from the Cotillion(Go find out what it means)

Me,Ate Elisha&"Dashing Ernest"~tts wad they announce about him>_

The cotillion ppl~[there was more of us]

The guys have to wear black..and a PINK TIE!

And bwahla!A new formed style of Jason!

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Yo to all~did ye Miss me??haha.Ok.so yesterday was Alexis 18 debut party!..I do hope you all Know whats a Debut and such.if not,then juz ask me.cause its tottally different for us filipinos and other parties.The day started of as we went church!and Soon after,we(family-Brother) went to JP for Lunch,then went home,and i used com.

Well,yea.i was late for the Cotillion dance practice!haha.An sms was sent "to be there at 4pm" and i JUST saw that sms at 3.55pm!haha.i was like "THAT SHIT!"haha.so yea..hurried up,bath and such luh.so yea...well,I was wearing Black.cause those waltz dancer have to wear black.So upon arriving at SHERATON TOWERS(erhemm...SOO FUCKING NICE!),arrived at 545pm and yea didnt get to practice liao cause gonna start.so yea...and yea,WE,guys,have to wear PINK TIES to match our girl partnes who is wearing pink Gowns.so yea..haha.COOOL~~~

well,i soo love it there luh.dance,i DIDNT cried from the vids of pics,messages and such of when Alexis,my friend from a Small toddler...to a girl...to a young Teenager..and to a Fine 18 year old Lady.does this ring a bell to you?"Not a girl,not yet a women"?haha.anyways,the food was F NICE!haha..salmon!shrimps!i SOO enjoyed myself cause there was variety of WINES as well!haha.and yea,the party ended at 10pm,and the DANCE floor was open!HAHA..yeap^-^ i Dance like WTF!hahaha...so yea..enjoyable luh.hehe.cool..

...What if love becomes a reason for revenge?..cool~

2009-03-12T21:47:00.007+08:00

^-^

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Yo to all~haha..today had a Massage.hehe.cool luh..finally my body can have some relaxation.haha.been working and such..so yea,ofcourse my body will wear out lor.haha.Anyways,WTF..my left ear is blocked again~ARGH!damm luh..i soo dont wanna be deaf luh!haiz..wtf..i need to see the doctor again.haiz..hmm..2mrw i be working..so as Sat..and sunday,wld be Alexis debut party..so yea...kinda a grand one.so yea~

well,wad else..hehe..i took pics of myself today.HAHA.next time i'll post luh.lazy now.hehe..i wana buy Sax mouthpiece,French horn mouth piece and Cornet/trumpet mouthpiece to practice on to.hehe..i SOO wanna learn different instruments liao.Since that day even UP untill now,iam still watching "Tokyo disneyland band" and soo cool luh!hahaha.I wanna learn,French horn,Eupho,Trombone,Trumpet,Sax.so yea.hehe.jia you for me~it seems alot,i seem to be greedy,but hey,its my passion& interest.i'll do whatever it takes!Don give up!hehe..heres my poem~

Funny POEM
There once was a guy called Dave.
He dug up a prostitute's grave.
She was covered in shit,
and missing a tit,
but look at the money he saved!(hahaha)

POEM
I can't help, the way that I feel.So here it is, I'll make you a deal.
I love you more than i could ever say, and this feeling seems to grow in every way.
So tell me you love me,and that it's okay, hold my spirit&tell me this every day .
Say tt u love me&love no other.Tt you wan to be wit me always&wear no cover.

Speak words to make me feel alive&never stop.Because without ur love, I feel i would drop.Whisper me poems, your spell you cast.Let me know that your love will forever last.

..Support Heterosexuality...

2009-03-11T21:48:00.006+08:00

You cant control who you fall in love with..cause,Love never,EVER goes wrong.

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ok.1stly,u all might say theres a reason behind ALL this post i juz made rite now,well..its because,i Watched some videos to someones Blog.hehe..and thanks to that person luh!(sry i dont noe u so well yet)..so yea,the topic was about "Say No on Prop8".Iam not sure wad prop8 was all about,but yea..one thing i DO know about is that,in California last year,a campaign for saying NO to prop8.

Its juz that,Equality rights shld be given to those ppl who DO wanna marry their same sex.Be it les,gay,stright or Bi,NO one shld even come between&choose the decision for these ppl.thats wad Prop8 was about...actors,ppl and such are voicing out that ALL ppl shld be treating equally.If gays/les were to marry,let them be.They're still human,they have feelings,they ONLY want to be love.so yea.say YES and voice out,and spread the message.There shld be equality rights for ALL human beings.NO human can ever judge another human as He/she is not god to do that!FULL STOP.

(-.-)" Finally..i done my part..whoosh~anyways,today was completely bored.Did nothing the whole day..no work.and 2mrw as well.No work..haha..damm,iam still scared for my Results luh..seriously,i do wish i juz get into the school luh..cause,its been 5 times ive applied for it..haiz..damm ITE..haha.jkjk..wad else..hmm.its raining..but my room is hot..Ironic aint it?haha.so yea..i miss band..i miss work..iam bored..and damm!i need a sports/excersise buddy!damm..iam soo gaining pounds!haiz.damm.ahhaah.well,heres a poem today^-^

POEM
Don't ask me how I'm feeling,because I'll just say "ok"
But really it says nothing,just how I feel today

Don't ask me what I'm thinkin,what's going through my brain
If only you got a taste,you'd think I was insane

Don't ask me what i'm saying,or why I talk at all
I'm just reminding myelf i can speak,as i walk through the empy hall

Don't ask me what i'm seeing,because you could see it too
If you'd only open your eye,but right now you havn't got a clue

Don't ask me what i'm doing,you wouldn't understand
I'm just waiting for 'The End',seeing all the chaos at hand..

..I juz read about Cannibalism...

2009-03-08T23:15:00.003+08:00

Gruesome...see this Blog and read it!
http://tiffcm.blogspot.com/2008/08/japanese-cannibal.html

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1stly,PUKE!...see that website^ OMG luh..hayo!..haiz...today,went church..then after went for Hair treatment!yeahey..haah.did i mention because i received my pay liao?hahaha..so yea.hehe.cool cool..then wad else..went for a haircut as well...well,ppl kept telling me i look good in this haircut.so yea..weird.ahah.

wad else..hmm..been using com..friendster..and blog.and yea,i found this blog luh^! WAH CAO!damm shiok and scary!haah..damm..wah~haiz..well,2mrw ive work!cool cool.hehe.haiz..well,many band is being "dispatch" within each other..haiz..i pray for every band this year....my YCMB...fuchun band..wah..scary for SYF huh..hmm..good luck then bah..

hmm.wad else..hmm..poems?not today..i made one,but its still sucks..no passion..so yea.iam bored..iamslpy..iam missing him,iam missing her..iam missing GAY iam missing lesbians.HAHA.wth is wrong with me.ahaha..weird weird.oh well~GO TO THAT ^ WEBSITE AND READ!

....Midnight Way....

2009-03-07T01:20:00.003+08:00

A sad poem of a Dead staircase..

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Cough+flu+1/3 feverish+tired=Half-dead person(-.-) well yea.now is 1.38am..and iam no mood to blog.juz that,i got my pay.so yeap.i paid those ppl i Owe money.AHHAAH..so bad of me.hehe.so yea..tired luh..wanna slp now.nitez~

....Iam sleepy....

2009-03-05T01:29:00.007+08:00

Two girls and a guy>_<

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well,iam superb tired now.its 1.46am.and i didnt get to drink caffeine at work today.so yea,iam slpy.hehe.if i DID drank coffee,i wld not be able to slp de.>_<>
$60~ For mr refat.
$50~For my Line sim card which my Parents confiscated.
*$50+~For maybe Hair treat ment?
*$40~For MAYBE a horn mouthpiece
$60~For 2 gifts for a Wedding&a Grand debut Bday party.
$40~Allowance for my Maid and Grandma
$25~for 1 month MRT
The rest~TO ME!

all together =$325.WTH~!there goes my 1 month pay.damm..HAHA.poem time![* means maybe]

POEM
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

(I changed abit,It aint MY poem.credit goes..to,well,i dont noe his name.so yea)2.14am

....Love me.....

2009-03-03T22:05:00.008+08:00

A Ticket to my Gay parade~AHAHA..jkjk.

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sup ya'll~hehe.miss me?well,i certainly miss my YCMB.haha..today,went Yuan ching sec.wah~~~i sooooo miss sec life le..sobsob.haha..ppl juz kept coming to me and saying one word ALWAYS.." JASOOOONN!!!" untill i go "pekak".(-.-)haha.so yea.hehe.anyways,today,had sec1s in the band!HAHAHA...i guess iam the FIRST ex-2008 senior who have seen the new sec1s juniors.ahahah..loveable luh they all.hehe.weird,cute and different personalities luh.hehe.oh well,the NEW BM&DM shld ought to noe how to deal with em bah~hehe

Wad else..hmm..well,today also had the chance to practice/play eupho and horn!!ARGH!!!haiz..how i miss my instruments so much..haiz.well,since iam getting my pay soon,iam gonna buy a French horn mouthpiece!hehe.seems weird,stupid and ridiculous for me to do so when I myself dont even have a french horn.but yea,hehe,i guess its ok luh.i juz need to practice the mouthpiece first bah.hehe^-^.well.2mrw i be having work again..haiz.oh well.ahha..work 2mrw,thursday,friday~1pm to 9pm.allll the while..haiz.ahahah.

poem,no poem today.hehe^-^next time bah.the rose that same gave me on Vday is still alive!!!its been 3 weeks,3days liao!aahha..wad else..hmm..and yea,iam still SICK!haha..coughing flu.haiz.ahaha.ok then,2mrw is 1pm work..haiz..gonna slp now,nitez my love~

...All i need is a Sick mind and a healthy Body...

2009-03-02T10:53:00.004+08:00

Haiz..damm iam sick again..

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Damm..juz one word,"sick".haiz.dont mind me on my Sub heading.hehe.well,haiz..damm luh..iam having flu,cough,head spinning and my body feels weary to move.haiz..and plus,i have WORK later on...wah~i wanna sob and cry >_<

well,hmm..i dont noe wadda type..hehe^-^ oh yea!talk about FS and FB.ppl ppl ppl!! i am SOOOO still into friendster hor!i sooo dont wannt FB lor!so yea..it juz aint my thing.so yea.hehe.wad else..hmm.meeting new friends from friendster as well.hehe.msn hotmail..and such bah.ahah..haiz...i dont have a poem today..iam lazy to make one rite now..anyways,i got my payslip liao...but cant take it cause its on 6 march..so yea..haiz..oh well~miss you all ppl.haha..

wad else..oh yea damm!iam still bothered about ME!ahahah...dammm iam soo " -------------"haha..haiz..i cant share it here damm it!ahah.and besides,no use counting it luh!ahha.oh well..haiz..work again..haiz..see ye love ye miss ye all~and yea,hope i dont faint later at work.

..Waltz dancing is actually Fun~~

2009-02-28T21:08:00.004+08:00

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ok.well,i got back somewhere at Khatib mrt there cause i was having a Waltz dance session.hehe.well,the way i see it rite,dancing waltz is kinda fun le~haha..so weird rite?u see,iam suppose to have singing lessons after that too.but yea,i didnt luh.so yea..iam really kinda an "performing art" person le..ahaha..iam Waltz dancing,ive Singing practice sessions,iam in a Band..and iam in a Music ministry.ahhaa..how weird my lfie can be!ahaha.

wad else..hmm..wah..love life is SOOO complicated.and i sooo need councelling liao le!!!...the complicacy of this love life is sooooooooo weird!!!haiz...damm damm.haha.wad else..hmm..damm work!ahaha..hiaz..asking me work 5 days lor!walao(-.-).ahaha...i noe luh.can earn money.hehe.but,tired luh!(-.-)anyways..haiz..missing my ycmb ppl.hehe.so yea.well,wad else..hmm..poem luh.ahaha.poem time~

POEM
A poem is a story,a well told one indeed.
A poem is a feeling,part of me.
A poem is a truth,one we read.
This is my poem,a part of me^-^

POEM
I sit on my chair,and i ponder my pain.
I hear outside,the patter of rain.
when the world outside,is grey and sad.
I think of all the troubles,that i have had.

I go to my window,to look at the day.
And through the clouds,i glimpse a sunshine ray.
Then i focus on,instead of what ive not.

I wipe my cheeks,and straighten my clothes.
I then face the world,with a smile that glows ^-^

....I'll love you even if we're both different..

2009-02-27T01:40:00.008+08:00

Let dolls act our ways~

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Hey all~well,work ended SAME,11pm,came back,SAME,12 plus AM,use com,SAME,now 1.48am.so yea..well,hmm..friendster is still my best site luh~hehe,iam meeting new ppl,and some are adding me as well.so yea..kinda weird,but duno luh.anyways,i seriously,miss YCMB and miss playing Fhorn&Eupho luh.so yea.haiz..oh well,wad else..hmm,DAMM!i might be SOO busy next week luh!damm it rite?haiz..this week,next week.haiz..damm life.hehe.and yea..haiz,kinda scolded by my supervisor at work today..sad..seriously,i was really sadden about it..really sad that i nearly cried ye noe..seriously...i cldnt focus on work even on the things i did was affecting me.haiz..serving customers,doing the donuts making..haiz..was really sad luh..haiz..

wad else..umm..yea,iam more of kinda meeting and getting to noe diff ppl everyday luh.via FRIENDSTER and msn only..facebook,is still not my thing ye noe?who cares if iam a friendster freak.hehe.anyways,SYF is coming,guess all bands are psyched up about whether they will do well or not,still,juz try their best bah.thats all i can say~.well,poem for THIS morning-nite will be here now..

POEM
Thoughts on paper,emotions in ink.
verse that shows,what the artist may think.

Not just words,that rhyme or not.
It's a writer's emotion,their deepest thought.

To write great poetry,so deep and true,
It must come from emotions,deep inside of you.

What you feel is what you write.It helps to let it all out.
It's the perfect outlet,for those who don't scream and shout.

Do not be afraid,to let the world know.
Say what you think,and let your emotions go.

"Iam becomin a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ FREAK!damm me!iam startin to like _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ - _ _ _!shit.haiz.(-.-)

....Ash Wednesday...

2009-02-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

Love,can be REALLYYY crazy [@_@]?

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Ok,well,u all miss me rite?i noe.ahaha.jkjk.anyways,umm..well,it was Ash wednesday and yea,got to go church at Nite,8pm.so yea..anyways,hehe.i went ITE first.so yea.then went to my WORK place.well,i dont have work luh.haha..i juz came to visit them,eat free donuts and juz get free drinks as well.so yea.cool rite???..cool job rite?..its like,iam NOT working,then i can hang out and sit there,get donuts and drinks.ahaah..cool cool.but yea,at a point of time,i did manage to FIND a apron and cap so i can help them with work.cause not enough ppl,so yea,juz for an hour before i leave city hall to boon lay for church mass,i went to do some work so as to help em.hehe.cool cool~

well,yea.kinda missing me BAND mates.and its been its been 13days for the ROSE that i have since i got it from Vday.hehe.its still ALIVE!!haha.not withering,but its begining to withered.aww.so yea..well,hmm..heres a poem bah.and damm~love life sucks~~ahah..iam soo becoming _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!haha.jkjkjk.yeap,u heard me mentioning it here,but nah,i will sooo try not to be.ahaha.

POEM
This poem is lame,this poem is strange.
It's boring,it's stupid,It wont get me fame.
This poem is red,This poem is green.
This poem is all of the colours not in-between.

This poem is short..this poem i s long.
It's entertaining,it's weak,it's strong.
Why are you reading?Why don't you write?
Why not put pen to paper,Make it dark!,Make it bright!

Were my words that important that you'd continue to read as I write?
It's activity to pass the unbearable night.
Fight through the terror,Don't try and be brave.
Finish this poem and my spirit be raised.

But pay no attention to what my words say,
this poem is lame,this poem is strange.
stupidity poem....damm!!....I just made!(12.20am)

...Serenity....

2009-02-24T11:15:00.007+08:00

This aint real as the water waves shld be swaying~

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1st,Iam tired of work eysterday,ok luh.i always get tired after work.
2nd,iam getting to noe new ppl in my msn.either i add them,or they addme.
3rd,i have work later on at 3pm,and i still havent got to go to ITE.damm.
4th,I brought home baby donuts yesterday nite~cool cool.i'll show the pic next time.
5th,Dance Waltz practice,Music Ministry practice&now in a Singing practice.haiz~
6th,Someone asked me to go out with HIM&his friend to watch a movie.Wth(-.-)
7th,did i mention iam really tired?and slp?ahaha...
8th,damm F!iam gaining weight le!lay of the donuts and coffee!!!
9th,i dont enough slp cause i drink to much caffeine..so i slp at 2am.hehe.
10th,ive been SMTH SMTH at friendster!omg me.haiz(-.-)

...Read my Poem most..haiz..

2009-02-22T19:37:00.011+08:00

1 syllabus,1 word,4 letters,1 meaning,makes it a Big F-difference.haiz.

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Haiz..soo freakin irritated to myself now.haiz..damm me.haiz..well,i made up sooo many poems today.kinda irrtated alot!!i wana share EVERYTHIN here in my blog,but some of my friends are NOT suppose to know..haiz..i sooo wana type EVERYTHINGGG here at my blog,but even if i set it to private,theres some ppl i dont wana let them noe,about "me&somebody" haiz.n rite now,its a SIMILAR topic i wana share bout.haiz.its not THAT somebody,but some1 else,some1 NEW.haiz..iam soo FFFF irritated by myself.

Juz now went church,went music ministry,went home,com,and family had a STEAM boat eating dinner thingy.haiz.so yea.nthing much to say,juz wanna poem now.iam sooo "inlove" with THAT PERSON,THIS PERSON,And now a NEW PERSON" but which damm it???haiz..WWWWWWWWWW TTTTTTTT FFFFFFFFF.haiz.why did i even start to like you when i only noe u for a week?.haiz.wth to my life and to my emotions.(-.-)

POEM
Can this be true? Can this be real?
I'm sorry, I'm just so afraid to feel
My heart has been broken so many times
All these scars are proof of those crimes
It's so strange, when I see you, all I want is to hold your hand
But frozen to the ground is where I stand
I can't approach you, I can't tell you how I feel
All I can imagine is the rejection and it makes me reel
Certainly, you couldn't return all this...
Or, just maybe, could you?
I want to steal just one little kiss
Swat me away is what you'd probably do
Please, this is tearing me apart
I beg you, don't break my heart
But you'll never hear me, you'll never know
and our love will never have a chance to grow
So don't worry, I'll keep the peace
I promise, these feelings, I'll never release

POEM
I hate the way you smile at me
And tell me what to do.
I hate the way you manipulate me
And never say anything true

I hate the way you talked about me-
Always behind my back.
I hate the way you laughed at me.
It turned my whole world black.

I hate the way you act to me
So pathetic, cruel and mean
You turn my world upside down.
And make nothing the way it seems

I hate the way you treat me.
It's like you're digging my grave
But most of all I hate the way
That you never, ever forgave...

...Some Truths shldnt be Known..cause it hurts sometimes...

2009-02-22T01:07:00.005+08:00

A world that has monotonous colours...

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haiz..hey ya'll..i aint gonna blog so much.slpy.anyways,haiz..work ended.My topic for this NITE,well,haiz..some truths,shldnt really be known luh.even though its NOT a secret.Its like,you know this "thing" so well,yet you made extra research about it luh,and yea,you found out smth that made u sadden bout it..so yea.it goes to this "thing"..or to be precise,this "person".so yea..haiz.gonna blog later on 2mrw.slpy and no mood now.deeply sadden by it..haiz.(1.25am,21 Feb)

...Waltz dancing?..wth..

2009-02-21T01:37:00.013+08:00

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well,its 1,46am.wao~2mrw,dang!!i need to attend tis class for a Waltz dancin session..WTH.You see,iam choosen as one of the 18 Roses.Its somekind of a Philippine tradition,let me take u on a small journey on it~A "debut" is a GRAND party held for every girl who turns 18.There wld be 18 guys A.k.a,18 roses.And 18 girls A.K.A,18 candles.The 18 roses-guys must each dance(5min) with the girl and give her a red rose after the dance,while the 18 candle girls are to say a small speech while holding out the candle.

This is a tradition for filipino 18year old girls luh.so yea.those 18 guys&18 girls are special to the Bday girl thats why they were choosen for that spot.so yea.iam honoured to be one of the 18 Roses~thats why i have to dance!walao!haha. but yea,tired though cause i wld have work AFTER the session~(-.-) damm tiring..haiz.oh well,nitez now.gonna blog more in the moring day light(1.51.am)

...Its been a long and winding Journey...

2009-02-20T00:29:00.004+08:00

Journey to my Past..(p.s,i aint the girl dammit)

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hey ya'll~well,its been a few days that ive not been able to blog.hehe.duno why myself.haha.its like,wed&thurs i dont have work,yet,i dont blog.and when theres work and i came back home,i will blog.ahaha.weird.anways,iam starting to miss my YCMB band.sad rite?hehe.aww...its been a long time since ive not seen them.so yea.

anyways,ye,Vday ended..performanc ended.and i guess theres a NEW goal for me now.hehe.Ive been giving mostly my time to Fuchun since oct~feb.so yea.i guess now,i shld focus more of whether to join SWS,hav to balance my time with a SUPER upcoming party that i still have to learn a WALTZ dance,have to manage myself for a SCHOOL,manage myself for WORK,family..and yea..haiz..7 days is soo not enough in our lives..haiz.ahha.still,i dont give up!hehe.be it iam tired,at least i do get slp.hehe.so yea.thats a good thing.

well,this morning ive been hearing the song called" angels brought me here-guy sebastian"so yea...who noes how many times i listen to it luh.ahha.i juz kept replaying the song over and over.seriously,iam inlove with the song luh.ahha.well,2mrw i have WORK!hehe.so yea.well,ive been knowing to know New ppl nowadays..hmm.i wont call it as friends luh..but yea,new ppl...kinda weird though.not me,but they weird.hehe.wad else..oh yea!,my parents aint gonna be here for 3 or 2 days.duno luh.they will juz be back to spore this sat as they are now at,MALACCA.so yea..hehe.com com com all the way~but still,must not obuse luh.Now the world in crisis and electricity bills are high.so yea.better now bah.hehe.

well,iam out of words..iam distracted by someone..i dont noe wad to think and type of..so,NITEZ~

...I'll Never forget Valentines Day~

2009-02-16T12:05:00.013+08:00

Wondering where i got the rose?scroll down~

Inside RP theater.Shaffie messing with the Eupho iam using

Hanafi..Hui ni..Me..and Eyrie.(Man i look cute!haha.jk)

sec 3 juniors~Sumin,Jia qi,Afizah and Marrisa.Hmm~wonder which girl gave Kian Beng a Red heart shape ballon seh?My bandmates inside RP theater getting ready to watch the Performance.After performance.Eat at Banquet! Shey tene,Hamizan,MeAmalina..Jia qi soo white!After eating,at Woodlands mrt~Juniors~29ppl+1 kid+1 tribe = Thank you for watching FUCHUN BAND and me play.Aww..seniors with me.hehe.wonder where rafi went to..?Tadah~It was given to me by sammy&Wanteng!Thanks soo much!i love u all~
(credits goes to Jia qi,wanteng,me for some of the pics)
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hey ppl.last sat,juz had the Fuchun concert,FESTIVO II.so yea..such wonderful memories.was my last practice,session,playing,first&maybe last concert wit them.2 words to come from my heart for them, "thank you".Anyways,was reali fun luh.quite alot of ppl turn on.so yea.eupho,damm!i suck.haha.jk.actually,nt reali.i did gav my all.only tt i soo mess it up for "star of dreams" as i gt the WRONG damm freakin score!ahhhh!was truly my fault luh.cause i didnt noe theres TWO baritone scores for Eupho.haiz~

after tt,wanted to go fuchun sec,but there wasnt enough space for their shuttle bus.so it was ok ba,i went to Causeway to meet my seniors+juniors to eat with em instead.and wait for the "clique" to arrive later on.well,DAMM HUNGRY!cause i didnt had any dinner unlike the fuchun ppl,they ate while i was still practicing eupho.hehe.well,finish eatin,i guess the clique got misunderstandin.they were at Marsiling,KFC.so yea..seriously wanted to be with em to say good bye to them for those wonderful memories wit them.yet,it was a sacrifice i had to make.go to the "clique" to marsilin or go wit my 29ppl bandmates?so yea..i had to go with my bandmates ba..heres smth for each of my clique..

Rifqi
hey,thanks man.well,yea.your the most understanding person who understood me alot.so yea.keep up the good work for Saxphone k?Be a great BM and nvr give up.Your band has improve alot and thats really coming from me to say that.so yea.set a good example to your members and learn to gain respect from them.dotn not force respect,but to gain it.k?then,do not be into your problems k?sometimes,uve got to let it flow around you THEN will you be able to understand the situation of your problems abit better.so yea.your a good guy,gonna be a great BM,and a emtional-playing Sax player~
Samuel
firstly,I HATE YOU!hahaha.jkjk..haiz..so hows 8 years ago sam?hehe.jkjk.well,yea..sam,ur actually a great guy luh.juz that,learn to be more truthful k?cause..smtimes u learn to get "bad" inside,while outside ur still "good"so yea.ppl see you as honest and the "always-tell-the-truth" kind of guy.but i know ur not lor!juz that,be true to ppl k?and ur trumpet playing is really coming along.you may say that wad iam typing now is bull shit or smth(-.-)haha.but still,juz do your best as a band member k?and sam...you made me smile.thanks..i forgive you^-^
Jeremy
ok.dude,ahaha..ur problem with C is solve rite?hehe.yea,great u gave it to her already.good job.hehe.well,sorry i wont be there anymore to give advices anymore.and yea,ur same as SAMUEL!be true to others.if u want otheres to respect you,then respect others and be TRUE to them.dont be nice to them infront,then while they turn behind u curse them.so yea.dont k?if u want to noe wad it means,juz ask me.i wont say it here cause i dunwanna embarrass anyone.so yea.and yea,your clarinet playing like i said,is still good as ever since the first time i met u at fuchun.its still in a nice tone and such.so yea.juz keep it up and take a step always k?do your best.
Shaffie
this guy,werid+idotic+horny+playful+irritating yet,can be such a nice friend.but be more serious luh.ahaha.well,although we noe about ur "case" it doesnt mean it makes u a bad boy.juz that,u will always have chances wan.so yea.ur tenor sax..well,its ok.juz that,try to balance equally your piano and band interest k?and be a serious guy luh!ur sec4 liao!wad else..dotn always be too horny luh!haha..jkjk.next time,we al go sentosa again k?so fun sia.this and that person angry then we both laugh at them.ahha.so yea..good luck for syf k?dont be scared to play quavers and such.so yea.
Joshya
ur an ass!i hate you..haiz..although i hate you for treating me that way.juz wanna say,do your best as a DM k?you soo need to practice alot for being a DM.yea,u practice your horn playing as Band.but what about you posting as a DM as a leader?so yea.balance k?and heres smth u wont get to hear from me everyday." you did well for you at solo's for most of the songs on sat,FESTIVO II" good job..but yea..juz,do change ur attitude luh.haiz...and yea,i still wont say myself as a lousy player.so dont even think of looking down on me.cause i aint like that.but yea..since u urself said you wont be needing me to teach&be with ur fhorns,then..good luck for syf k?so yea.
iam soo damm angry at you luh.but haiz..thanks for the memories.

Genesis
Hmm..i soo wont be obvious here at my OWN blog.but yea,You know wad i feel for you.Iam still mad cause of "THAT THURSDAY"but yea..its difficult for me not to be obvious to not let ppl WHO you are.haiz..haha..but yea...haiz..juz,thanks k?..u hate me,you scold me,you cursed me.but yea,juz one thing from me to give you.
*hug* cause,you still deserve to be love by others.I aint god to "shut you up or smth"so yea.juz,thanks and...yea..wanna hug ye!!!!!.hahaha.jk

..HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE...

2009-02-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

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1stly,HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL OF YOU READING THIS!may you all dont get heart broken where i willl start to laugh out loud at your painfulness hearts!HAHA.jkjk..

anyways,blogging now cause LATER on at 7pm i be having a concert at RP.so yea..jia you ba~iam still scared.so yea..anyways..wad else..iam bloggign now,and WORK juz now(friday) was ok bah.hehe.so yea,drank SOO many coffee's that i have energy to use com.hehe.so yea.well,gonna post soon again~love you all!(1.34am)

(15 feb) Hey everyone sorry but i will UPDATE later at nite or smth.i have work today,sunday.so yea.be back to blog at 12am.HAHA..anyways,iam missing FUCHUN LIAO!thanks fuchun sec band for ur wonderful performance and having me around!(10am,15 feb)

..Juz like a Rose..

2009-02-12T22:35:00.005+08:00

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1stly,somethings wrong with uploading pictures.so yea..weird.2ndly,i got sick after today's Band practice at Fuchun band..wah..i must soo pull myself together before this sat.haiz..anyways,today,went band.Practice eupho..the truth,i guess i kinda did improve a BITT better for eupho.so yea.claps to me luh..seriously,i did work hard my butt of JUZ for 7 days.and 2mrw wld be another day to PRACTICE it and so as this Sat morning till performance time.so yea..

well,many ppl are wriggiling like crawlys soo eager for this sat performance.haha..chill ppl..chill.so yea..wad else..umm..well,gonna work 2mrw as well.so yea..and duno luh.heres smth.

POEM
It scares me..cause my heart gets so weak
that i cant even breath..

I never ask for this feeling,
i never thought i would fall..

I never knew how i felt,
till the days you were gone..

I was lost.I never ask for red roses,
i wasnt looking for love..

Somehow i let my emotions take hold,
And guess what,all at once iam in love~

..Love sick before Valentine...

2009-02-11T22:15:00.005+08:00

I want my valentine to take care of me..

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Today..went Fuchun band to practice..wah~Eupho sucks..meaning to say,i did badly today..haiz..iam sorry to the fuchun euphonium players today..haiz..iam so useless...yet,iam love sick now..not juz sick,but my hear really hurts..haiz.My dad..lost his job,stupid world crisis luh!damm !@#$ up.Then my grandma...haiz..got some problems with my mom and she.and haiz..then me,about someone iam still angy at...then band,i cant play well for Euhpo..haiz..
so,dont u think these are good reasons?yes or not,its ur choice..but seriously,i had enough heartaches luh..haiz..iam still struggling about smth with someone.haiz..heres a poem.anyways,i suck at Eupho today!haiz..*cries,sob*

POEM
There's secrets that lie within her heart.
They say you should love
'Till death do you part.

But sometimes,It seems ethical to bend the rules.
Don't leave behind those Lovesick fools.

O' of course,There is only one true love for us all.
However sometimes,Just sometimes,
You just want to fall.

"In love." it may seems.How dumb can i be,Iam love sick now
yet i still found,this valentines day,a few days away,
i still like her,yet,its not gonna matter.

POEM
Are you still staring at me from the corner of your eye.
Even at band,you would steal a glance me up
Do you still think about me,when all else dies.

Do you wish you were the same,in everyones eyes,
Is it me you,when you want more lies.
Cause it hurts me..when you start to cry.

...Would Valentine's Day be a great one?...

2009-02-10T10:21:00.005+08:00

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YESTERDAY on 9th of Feb was my Puppy's birthday,so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEILO~1 years old.hehe.before tt day on sunday,my dad called his friends and such and yea,had Karaoke[AGAIN(-.-)]..nice nice.and i couldnt blog cause i was tired yesterday nite.Had work.so yea~

Today,i be having work.so blogging now.1stly,my topic is bout tis year,why do i notice so much happenings b4 valentine's day?..couples breakin apart,hearts being torn away..friendship lasting not that long..and yet its soon to be valentine's day.weird i made a poem of that,but still!i DO know some ppl are hurt out there.and YEA!me as well LUH!haha..but yea,i always look forward another day.valentines day doesnt really mean with a special someone.It can also means with ur friends or family.but yea,i do agree its better with a SPECIAL someone else....

so,would it still be a great valentine?right now,iam feeling not that certain for this upcoming valentines day..duno why...all i can say is,juz prepare to love more than to hate..cause,valentines day is to forgive and be loved.so yea.Its been a long time since ive made a poem..but if some ways,i hope this poem wld be able to penetrate the message iam projecting...

POEM
Would you hold my hand tonight,And walk me home in the dusky light?
I need you there, right by my side,Without you I cannot abide.

Although I have known you for quite some while,I love you in so many ways,
You are my life, my very soul.I shall love you till I am quite old.

I send texts in the middle of the night,And call you after first morning light.
On MSN we talk not long,You're my top person, and I am yours.

But alas,i dont know how it became like this,you juz started to stop smsing me.
No Valentine's message, oh, now I see,This obviously means you do not love me.

Are you having an affair with someone else?I aint THAT worried,but how will I tell?
This Valentine's Day i guess its juz me,You love has obviuosly gone,go..and has stop loving me.

POEM
This valentine's day..i was trying to see..
If i could write you..some poetry..

I tried and tried..but with no avail..
Everytime..i'd always fail...

I tried so hard..to see what'd fits..
But in the end...i would juz stop,go,and quit..

I thought over..but hey,this will do..
Its juz a simple of me saying..

I love you~

....Work it Out....

2009-02-07T13:24:00.005+08:00

Freeze choco milkshake

Thats my Ate Blythe!(Ate means Big sis)

No chatting while working!

Barista ppl~plus me luh.

Blythe..Sarah..Net

Uncle!haha..turthfully,hes a pervert~

Ate Irish..Yun hai!..me

Barista....Chef...Barista+Donuts crew

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ok..well,its been 3 days after i did a violence to someone.so yea..and now,WORK pics!...so yea..kinda cool luh my job.I really enjoy working there..hehe..mixture of Chinese,malay,Indian,Indonesian,mayanmar and Philipinos!so yea..cool~well yea..thats my bunchies of Crews in that pic~hehe..

anyways,juz for FYI,"Barista" is where all we do the Beverages and such stuffs..and Donut crew is where we serve donuts..so yea.Iam in Both of it.kinda rocks luh!get free donuts YET get free drinks.ahha.anyways,next week wld be the Fuchun performance concert,PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE!,PLS PLS watch it!its seriously gonna be a enjoyable performance~so yea.hehe..well,did i mention i might be guest playing?..MIGHTTT only.so yea.

anwyays,now is 1.16 AM! and i juz got back from work at 12.13am.so yea..still kinda have energy luh..but still,i better sleep..not forgetting,iam SOO gonna practice eupho for this 6 MORE DAYS before the concert!..iam sooo sooo gonna practice the HIGH A~B.its really difficult to pitch cause i aint a eupho player,but yet,iam not gonna give up.cause,everything in this world must have a sacrifice of hard work.so yea.Nothing is Easy baby!hehe..

well,yea..gonna slp now..and yea,iam soo white mode today.so TRY not to ruined my mood!anyways..WATCH FUCHUN PERFORMANCE!
Support Fuchun Band~Festivo 2.Tickets at $7.free sitting.On Valentines Day 14 feb,7pm,Republic Poly.

....Long gone for a Tight Slap..

2009-02-05T21:26:00.007+08:00

I did slap..and it hurt.I know for sure it did.

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hey to all.....today,i brought home a Euphonium to practice on.kinda difficult,yet,enjoyable...and today..i gave a tight slap to someone cause i seriously had enough.haiz..tired now.tomorrow i be having work as well.so yea.

Well,it wasnt a high-five slap i gave.I guess it hurt cause i send the spects flying for about 2~3 meters.so yea..wad else..iam juz too tired to even think about happy thought rite now..so yea.peace~

....The 9th Family meeting....

2009-02-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

Mix emotions?..

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At 9.19pm..juz had finish having "The Family Meeting".Haiz..i dont wanna talk bout it here.and iam not "black" anymore..so chill ppl out there..i hate family meetings..haiz..damm hate luh.

Today..went Polyclinic.why?cause my right ear has a problem.haiz.it seems that theres "water-blood" inside it and it hasnt evaporate or smth.so yea..kinda scared myself luh cause i dotn wanna be deaf ye noe!so yea..and the sounds around me are really difficult to hear le!as in,my ear is really block.so yea.damm..and truthfully,juz now ppl were talking to me and FACING me at my right ear,i soo need to get closer to them lor!hehe.lol.

Anyways,after polyclinic,went Fuchun band to return the fhorn i "stole".Haha.jkjk.nah,i return the horn i borrowed.sadd~~~i miss it now.sobsob...hehe.no more horn..sobsob.hehe.well,upon arriving at marsiling with ME struggling to carry the heavy horn(jk),i met with my friend PANDA jun xiong as well.hehe.He kinda like "small boy" for a 19 years old guy.kinda weird rite?hes really playful for his age..duno him luh.anyways,yea..he lives somewhere marsiling&woodlands so he accompany me to fuchun sec.so yea.thanks to him.

and at band,well..dang!i really hear sounds differently le!my left ear is not really "trained" so yea..and now having this "temporary deaf-ear"it somehow trains me le..it somehow trains me to make my left ear better.hehe.still,its difficult to hear on one ear!wah~~

duno why it has blood on the first place..hehe.oh well,and yea.ended 6.45pm.so yea..went causeway...sat and chat at banquet and went home for family meeting~thats all.hehe.peace~

...I met a NEW friend...and his name is PANDA.

2009-02-02T10:15:00.005+08:00

Emo+Panda= Emo Panda..How lame can i be~

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Hey ya'll~Well,yea.i met/chat with a new friend luh.i actually Know him 3 years ago when i was stll se2,but somewhere after that,bout a year of sec2,didnt get to talk with cause of smth i guess?anyways,yea..hes name is Jun Xiong.and xiong means "Bear".but nah,i juz name him Panda for a Nick.hehe.so yea.

anyways,today is my ITE interview for Culinary skills.so yea.2.30pm.and 5pm for work!hehe.yeaps..gonna work today as well.so yea..wad else..well heres smth.so yea.support them~i Might be blogging later on AFTER i came home from work.

Support Fuchun band on Feb14,Valentines day.They wld be performing at Republic Poly.Tickets at sold at $7 and it starts at 7pm.(10.27am)

Ok.back from work which ended at 11.14pm.and got back 12.13AM.dang..superb tired.hehe..anyways,yea.today..was not feeling well cause my EAR is bleeding..and it hurts.iam not sure why though..haiz..smsing someone..and its not Genesis for FYI to ppl out there.it was someone else..so yea.Today,i didnt really touch much of Barista work.I was morely of Donut packings and serving.so yea..i miss my Barista place.hehe.and yea,Brought home SIX OREOSSS& SIX mango donuts!hehe..not for JUZ myself,but for my family.duh~hehe.oh well,iam tired now.hehe.slp slp slpy baby me!hehe.
nitez~(1.17am)

...Thai Expressimo~

2009-02-01T13:35:00.011+08:00

Yum yum~

Mom ^-^

Yellow and pink is a great combo#

Pineapple rice for her*

Thats the monster within me..A japanese Crab!hehe.jkjk

Went home after and yea..its Heaven's Eye!

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hey ya'll~well today went church and after,went JP2 to eat at Thai Express.hehe.quite nice luh the food.hehe.i lurve the Tom Yam~super spicy that it hurts my throat alot!HAHA.but yea,nice..its ok luh.i juz took some spoonful of it.i really ordered the Omelette shrimp rice.so yea...superb sauce they gave me~ ^-^ and damm!didnt get to take a pic shot about my Mango freeze blend..sobsob...anyways,also saw chee ming and his friend.I forgot his friend's name!hes also a YCMB member who plays Trumpet..dang,i forgot his name.hehe.hes also a ex-senior.hehe.

anyways,yesterday Nite,11.31pm..mr refat sms luh..WAH~~~sadden.Ok,not really so much luh..but,he said i play Eupho instead of French horn luh.so iam like"ok..sure thing"..but the truth is,"DIEEE!!!..iam soo dead!" Ahaha...seriously le..sob.Ive been practicing the HORN so much that i even brought it home to practice.and its about 4 weeks i have the horn liao le..and now,iam change to play Eupho???!walao..ive bout less than 2 weeks to practice 5~6 songs.wahh..its ok if i ALSO dont play luh.its fine..but...haiz..dont noe why something is asking me to rather dont play at all.Haiz..weird life(1.54pm)

...I love being Random ^-^

2009-01-31T20:59:00.006+08:00

Not in a zillion years will THIS^ even happen.HA-HA-HA (-.-)

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well,i like being random.so i uploaded this PIC^-^ man,iam juz so random~hehe.Anyways sup to all.Well,today..kinda been thinking alot luh..haiz..i have my ITE thingy to concentrate on,i have my DONUT work-job,i have FUCHUN band practices and its FESTIVO performance and i have my FREEDOM to get!!!...AHAHA.oh well,i try my best to balance things out.hehe..

ITE interview for Culinary skills is this monday,230pm.And after that,i have WORK at 5pm.also have work on Tues,fri and Sat.And on one of the days of wed&thurs might possibly go to Fuchun to practice with em.then sunday would be my Church and family time.so yea..4 days work,2days band,1day family&god.
One word to do it all~BALANCE.

well,today,chat with SAMMY.hehe.DUH! sam duh!ahah.sam doesnt like the word "duh" thats why.hehe..soon after,i continued watching D gray man!damm iam at uh...Episode 32 i guess?hehe.so yea.wad else..ouh yea!got to talk with my friend Jonathan Jed.hehe..hes kinda cool luh.well,hes not really my FRIEND cause hes actually my Best FRIEND'S friend.but still,its ok.Jed and me can still be friends.^-^

wad else..well.yea.life to me is a BORE.i still got the horn though.hehe.still,iam practicing it luh.so yea.Hopes for me ppl and do wish me luck in playing either Horn or eupho or both IFFFFFFF i do get to be Guest player for FESTIVO~ ^-^

..Culinary Skills.here i come...

2009-01-30T12:22:00.008+08:00

Omg the fish looks like a "D..." no offence made^-^

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ok ppl.well,today,is the results for O levels and for ME,nlevel thingy..well,yea to my sec4 graduatees,Congratz in whatever you all maybe at~and well,as for me,well..duh.ITE.hehe.I got into culinary skills...well,yea.should be thankful luh.haiz...but yea,i really wanted MUSIC!!!..

oh well.cant be helped..iam STILL gonna persude my dreams to become a MUSICIAN TRAVELLER!^-^.well,today,went band..tiring!haha..taught YMCB Sax-ies&Horn-ies together for their Overture no.1.so yea..kinda miss Miss doreen tan.hehe.i asked her to teach me smth anyways.so yea..aww~hehe.

wad else..hmm.well,yea,ITE,my parents are getting paranoid of what will become of me in future time.so yea.duno them luh.hehe.i juz want music,but 2nd can be culinary as well luh.hehe.

well,i have a feeling quite a Number of ppl are AVOIDING me and are not talking to me about smth.hmmm...its not a matter of me thinking who and who.but its juz a matter of realising&observing some things..so yea.hopes for me then~

...I miss Yuan Ching Millitary Band...

2009-01-29T22:36:00.005+08:00

They were mesmerize~action city

Choco Cream pie~

YCMB marching for SYF

March march march~

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hey ppl~well,today...went to my YCMB!hehe..wao..kinda nice luh.cause we got "mini" reunion for seniors..so yea..there was like 8 of us seniors there juz now..hehe.cool.anyways,went band and watch/taught them,the band members how to march luh..well,mostly THEM.ahaha..for me,i was talking to my senior cheryl.

AND DAMM!damm damm damm!ahahah..i was sooo shocked that MY senior,where i was sec1,and she was sec3.and iam 17 now,and shes 19 or 20 years old,SHE TEACHING YCSS lower classes lit&english.and seriously,iam OMG alot (-.-) wasnt expected luh.its MY senior le,the one who teaches me Horn and such.and shes a relief teacher now..wao..how weird can life be~hehe.so yea.

Today,played horn.then pester ppl here and there.hehe.Soon after,i was inside bandroom..and yea,juniors are mostly losing respect for their seniors.haiz..they need discipline sia.haiz..duno them.and yea,send Cheryl home cause sh was waiting for me.so yea.and after that,seniors and me went to JP,and ate at Long johns~ Well,christina,me,shak,idris and syafiq was there.LAUGH AND LAUGH alot!omg.hahaah..then we saw WANTENG!ahha..DAMM!i got a photo of her sailormoon uniform.toobad i cant upload ori'llbe dead...sobsob.ahaha.and yea.soon after went home!hehe.

well,now,iam talking(msn) to many ppl and yea.SAMMY!chill.ahaha.Thanks sam.thanks alot ^-^ ur one true friend who cares about ppl.hehe.but yea,chill!iam afraid of you liao!ahhaa..the quiet evolve to Angerness!ahaha.jkjk.anwyays,peace sammy!hehe.well,i BLOG liao.HAPPY NOW?!(-.-)ahaha..jkjk. peace~

...Eclipse of the Heart...

2009-01-28T20:43:00.006+08:00

Eclipse~It juz looks like a Black mole.Only BIGGER.

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1stly,DAMM!I didnt Know there was an Eclipse going to Happen,and i dang missed it!It happened on Sunday..*Frustration to Self* HAIZ..anyways,back ppl~well,i juz got back from Fuchun band pract.so yea.anyways,today..hmm..not that bad luh.at least that particular someone has less-en his words to say.And yea,kinda its ok today.No harms were done.hehe.well,to whoever reading this,well i can juz say,Do try your best to support Fuchun band and watch their Performance Concert on Feb14,valentines day.

And yea,practice the songs and such.Wah~"As the ocean glows" is nice sia!really really enjoyed it.hehe.there were OTHER few more songs.but some were really difficult for the horns luh..like The star of Dreams,Fate of gods,Carmen Fantasy and such .still its kinda cool anyways.hehe ^-^ so yea,went home,BUGGER was there to bug me again.ahahaha.still,its ok.like i said,No harm was done today.it was juz Neutral for all of us~well yea.and DAMM i missed the elipse!sobsob..

And well,about my lovelife story..well...umm...we have a rough time together...but all i can say is that..when i was at the Mrt juz now,and after i juz said goodbyez..well,yea..i juz FINALLY miss you once again..its been a while i had that feeling again after that "war/quarrel/fight/cooled off thing" we had..and yea...i guess,i juz miss you..again.haiz...love is so weird...haiz..Juz that way iam weird when i like banana with Ketchup.hehe ^-^ peace~

...Mini Family Fun~...

2009-01-27T20:48:00.004+08:00

Dad Playing..

Mom's turn..

Then my Big brother..

My big sis~the one who gets "B" most.

And me~hehe.damm,i got "C" for it.hehe

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Hey ye all~well,today.was kinda unexpected luh.cause my dad juz said we all HAVE to go bowling..so yea.it was 100% force to go.haiz..and i JUZ woked up when he said that.damm.ahaha..anyways,washed up,bath,ate..and yea.got ready to go bowling...well,I wanted to go chevrons bowl luh.but he said Taman Jurong is better cause got restaurant beside the bowling alley.so yea.went there instead.

and yea,kinda fun luh.hehe.well,didnt have pics for the bowling games and such.BUT,i do have these ^ pics AFTER the game.hehe.we went to play at the arcade all the place of the bowling alley.aahaha...kinda fun luh my parents and my bro.hehe..they were like hammering instead of playing the Drum-set-thingy-game at the arcade.ahaha.so it was like,me and my sis only who cld play well.ahaha..funny luh my parents.especially my dad.ahahah.he HAMMERED it alot by using the sticks.ahhaa.eventually,the "Hi-hat" screw became loose.as in,REALLY loosed.hehe.funny~haiz...so yea.today was fun.

Now,well,their having karaoke AGAIN.its like this is the 2nd or 3RD day my praents karaoking with their friends..weird luh us philippinos.hehe.its juz that,we love singing so much luh.thats really our heritage or smth u will call it.hehe.weird us..oh well,iam glad to be a Pinoy anyways.it makes me,well..lets juz say,iam one of a SPECIAL to singapore~ ^-^

see ye~

Music,my interest,Love,my Specialty~

SAF band sports day~[^^]

New trainees~^^

Istana march:Check~

SAF band~Feast Day~W.W.west

P.O.P from BMT~[^^]

Last Post before NS,feb26

Valentines Day~

shes leaving,On a jet plane.

Hello 2010~!

Esplanade escapade~

Confirmation Day~6th december.

Con camp 09~

A poem or two?[^^]

Yo~Been a while

Jason loves to suck corn-.-

FLUTE= $14

I miss band...so much..

I just love these pics~

Jason strips Pink to Black.

Party at my house~

Bummer.

Fri~sunday

Dont puke.

Jason's Moodswings..

...

Camwhore.

Jason can be sexy&hot~

Jason is proud to be horny[o_o]

Topic:CLUBBING!

Random:Everything

OMG.sexual.

stupid blogger.

Double Chocolate Frappe~

Weird?

My new image~^^

Cathecism Outing~

Iam still a virgin..But not a pervert.

missing me much lately?

Swoosh~and its all gone.

Singapore Flyer :$10

Finally!its a miracle i can blog!(-.-)

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Some days back~

1st:Funny....2nd:Backstabbers...

All i wanted for..is to chat with him again..

Happy Birthday to me~

Happy 19th Birthday to my sister,Maria Angelia~

Girls+shopping+Guy's Money =PURE EVIL(-.-)"

Happy Mother's Day mom..

Sorry for being M.I.A (^^)

Wakey wakey~><

...love me,myself and i^^

Change of command Parade~2009

A cup of coffee or tea?

....Iam Back&and i had lotsa Fun^^

Cruise+Ice Berg=Titanic II.How awesome it can be^^

....Juz for Laughs~

Death is not Scary...It is the place where we will head to...

...It was Juz a few moments...and everything,was Over.

....*HUGS TO MY YCMB*.....

Conflict At Work!

.....Axionet Thrasher^-^.....

....Zi lian at work~...

Iam in love with you_ _ _ _ _ _ _ Donnelly~>_<

Mr Pokey and Lil Mushroom^-^

...Iam missing someone~

..WTF...

...Typical....

Happy Debut 18th bday Alexis~

...What if love becomes a reason for revenge?..cool~

..Support Heterosexuality...

..I juz read about Cannibalism...

....Midnight Way....

....Iam sleepy....

....Love me.....

...All i need is a Sick mind and a healthy Body...

..Waltz dancing is actually Fun~~

....I'll love you even if we're both different..

....Ash Wednesday...

....HUGS TO MY YCMB.....