i dont noe how to end this...a hug..a kiss..a handshake..or juz memories left with me all this while..haiz..been 3 dyas since ive posted a post.sry ppl if i hadnt wrote one.well,here goes..sat was fun..some of my band memebers and me went to a performance by the fuchun secondary band and they perform at republic poly.i totally miss the place..it was kinda nice and cool.so yea.sunday..went church..and tuition class..and thought of buying a bug at imm or jp.but went there.nthing that i admire.so went home..pretty thats wad happen..monday today..its really kinda not a good day to me..its the same problems that comes.everytime i look somewhere not worth to glance and think for,i keep thinking bout her..haiz..its been bout like 10months after knowing her.and 5months after we've been together..still,why cant i damm forget her?haiz..its not meanign to look at her friendster and seeing her pictures and stuff..but..why was it buried then had rise up and make me remember it?..1more month left..before she leaves this place forever..aint sure if shes coming back..and thats not the point..the point is the present time and wadz happening now..so yea.."i cant seem to forget you..nor letting you go..why'd it have juz to be like this..when everything has to go so slow..u werent happy of wad u were once..but now i understand..this guy u have with u now..makes u happy and more glad..i guess i was the reason..and blame me for wad i did..hurting u juz to love me..when u had to fake it from behind me..i guess loving u dearly was the wrong doing for me..but it aint a sin..nor a fear..but i juz hope u can find happiness..wherever u may be.."
..thats why..i asked myself..how do i let go..when i still love u so.........a hug..we many times did...a kiss..i kissed on ure cheek..a handshake i never did..or a memory..that keeps stirring in me..
i'll find my own ways...see ye ppl.
