Today...woke us as usual...went to church today..quite diffrent as it was the first day of Easter Sunday.so yea..was not that bad.then..got hoem and took a bath.and went to my english tuition..but then..i thought of..her..why did this memory of her came back to me..i was really pissed off as i encounter those hurtful memories after she ditch me because of another guy.haiz..damm freaking pissed off.guess...i cant really do much though...juz thta..what stirred this memory from its resting place?..to be true..iam angry,but yet,i dont want to..cause..i still like her...After remembering all this catastrophic memory..and after my tuition..went to JP with a someone..it WASNT her-her,but yet,i friend.yea.accompanied me to JP and bought stuffs..yet,even though i was heading home..it really effects me everytime i think and recall me my memory with her..haiz..why does this days suddenly came bad to me?..guess..its karma..or smth..well,to make myself better..guess..heres a poem/message for u ppl.hope it helps to some ppl who has the same prob as me..
"what stirred this memory..and feeling from its resting place in my mind..yet..also my heart?..i guess..living with the pain of those memories..even if its a terrible..sad memory.cause..i believe that..no memory is EVER worth forgetting..not even a single one..so long as they are mind..i want to hold them in my heart forever..because i truly believe..that i will overcome them..someday.."
heh.i guess.i cant force her huh?guess,some will say,it be stupid for me to wait for her coming..but i guess..for now..i'll juz let time..past its way..and let me figure things out.see ye ppl..
