..I love you so..that i have to let go..

WHY I WAS DAMM PISSED...

As i type tis in blue..n ripped my heart out..many things has happen..these 2days round..1stly my recent post,about me&hamizan..ppl keep msn-ing me&askin me wads been d prob..guess i cld say..yes,iam angry at him..he made me angry,but yet..i forgive him..i cant make him change..of wat his attitude has been..cause ppl do change..its their choice they make..its immature for me..2b angry wit him..i cant always focus on myself..yet,tts why i'll give in..its because of his attitude..tt i was angry at..i juz do hope he change..cause..its not worth havin an attitude like tt..

TO HIM..

For my 2nd problem..tt i shld now face..is lettin go of d girl..tt we both like d same..i care for ppl..more then my life myself..those ppl whom i love&care for..are d ppl i protect&save..but..nt because iam stupid..nor gullible i am,but because i juz think of them 1st..and iam juz like tt..tts why,iam lettin go off her hamizan,4u my friend..ur my junior..N i think u had her first b4 i had...yes,d truth..we like d same girl..but tts why like i said..i care for other first.. like my juniors,friends,family and such..i dont care about myself..but them..with a happy heart..

TO HER..

To her..if may..she read my blog..i still say,"yes i love you"..but ur worth for my junior,hamizan.."i love you so..but ive to let go"..this is a phrase..which means than you can think more..Iam sorry if ive hurt you..or put u in a difficult place..its really difficult to let go..yet like i said..i juz want to care for other than myself..u cant like both of us..or maybe you can..but as a senior i am,i guess..giving in..was the best way plan..dont worry sayang,..ur a special girl to me..i mentioned that once to u..and u shld always kept it..

TO PPL WHO'S READING THIS..

To the ppl who is reading this,1stly,its not because of her,but because of his attitude iam angry at..2ndly,this is my blog..and i can say wad i say..i hope u all noe now whats been happening now..but yet,i'll juz say.."i'll be ok"... ^-^ see ye..