Hmm..it was just few days back..when i was havin so much fun..being happy for the ppl & things that was around me..but now..i guess this day just turned the tables..good..to bad..
Ahaha..sry ppl who are readin this..yea,being emo now..i love bein emo or happy.This are my personalities..emo to me?is my mixture of sad,hatred& angerness..haiz..dammit..i hate it when iam like this..but yet i also enjoy it..the reason why?...
i'll do it as a poem to let you all what i feel..and maybe the last story of my love life..
..But inevitably,love gave in..
You came back..2 weeks ago..to make my heart mend..inspite all the waiting..it took a longer more..than what..we thought..a week would've had.Although it was just a week..for you to be there..but a week,to me...seems impossible to be waited for..but yet i did,with all my best..putting myself in concentration..forgetting you were gone..As you came back,we suddenly chat..it started with me..when i greeted an sms...saying,"welcome back".we then just continued..and how i miss you so much more..but then just for 3 days..that i felt..you'r different now as you were as before..
Why did ye have..to be this way?..i aint not want myself to blame you..but yet,why have you change...i couldnt accept..of what many people has said about you..cause one things for sure..iam sure to protect you..
But i couldnt bear..to talk to you again..even at band practice..i felt..you werent the same..how could this be..when your right here with me..i world with you..juz aint the same..It was then this week..before the chalet..this week ive never ever talk to you..either sms or even msn..i just couldnt bear why iam also like this..i guess it also my way of keepin a promise..from a friend who also loves you just the way i am..
Yes,your friends said you do like me too..and that i was really gald..but yet at that time i was thinking of another thing,..about not "letting down 1 own's friend"..
I guess you could say..we both like each other..and yea..i did ask you for a stead and a date..you said yes to me..to the date of course,hehe.but to the stead..i respect you..and i will wait..
I know i love you..through the ends of the earth..it may be difficult to accept all the words when you might think it be nth and juz simply empty promises...but yet,do you trust me?..i guess,juz what my title says.."although we love each other..i,have to give my love up..its nt because of you..nor because of him...but just because i want to care for others..and not..hurting them..thats why..
love is what we had..its just full of emotions..but yet,no words was exchange between us...and forever..will no have..
Ahaha..sry ppl who are readin this..yea,being emo now..i love bein emo or happy.This are my personalities..emo to me?is my mixture of sad,hatred& angerness..haiz..dammit..i hate it when iam like this..but yet i also enjoy it..the reason why?...
i'll do it as a poem to let you all what i feel..and maybe the last story of my love life..
..But inevitably,love gave in..
You came back..2 weeks ago..to make my heart mend..inspite all the waiting..it took a longer more..than what..we thought..a week would've had.Although it was just a week..for you to be there..but a week,to me...seems impossible to be waited for..but yet i did,with all my best..putting myself in concentration..forgetting you were gone..As you came back,we suddenly chat..it started with me..when i greeted an sms...saying,"welcome back".we then just continued..and how i miss you so much more..but then just for 3 days..that i felt..you'r different now as you were as before..
Why did ye have..to be this way?..i aint not want myself to blame you..but yet,why have you change...i couldnt accept..of what many people has said about you..cause one things for sure..iam sure to protect you..
But i couldnt bear..to talk to you again..even at band practice..i felt..you werent the same..how could this be..when your right here with me..i world with you..juz aint the same..It was then this week..before the chalet..this week ive never ever talk to you..either sms or even msn..i just couldnt bear why iam also like this..i guess it also my way of keepin a promise..from a friend who also loves you just the way i am..
Yes,your friends said you do like me too..and that i was really gald..but yet at that time i was thinking of another thing,..about not "letting down 1 own's friend"..
I guess you could say..we both like each other..and yea..i did ask you for a stead and a date..you said yes to me..to the date of course,hehe.but to the stead..i respect you..and i will wait..
I know i love you..through the ends of the earth..it may be difficult to accept all the words when you might think it be nth and juz simply empty promises...but yet,do you trust me?..i guess,juz what my title says.."although we love each other..i,have to give my love up..its nt because of you..nor because of him...but just because i want to care for others..and not..hurting them..thats why..
love is what we had..its just full of emotions..but yet,no words was exchange between us...and forever..will no have..
