having the fact..to let in for someone...sometimes..is a good thing..yet..a bad thing..can i ask,as me,JASON ALFARO DUCUSIN,to who ever is reading this now.....am i a person who gives in?..a person who many people say that i care alot?..and..gullible as i am?..cause..some people said to me..
"Live for yourself..not for others.."
i guess...its rite..yet..its wrong..cause..its a mixture of both..i guess...haiz..iam not sure wadz been happening to me...guess..iam juz damm affected by smth i didnt get to see my visions clear..well,didnt get blog for bout 2days now..so yea..PEOPLE,iam fine.hehe.juz been doing my HOMEWORK lately..mom's FORCING me to do..so yea..cant avoid or run away with it..anyways..yea..shes back..that,i WAS happy...untill...everything?..or was it juz..something..change..about her..can i get the fact?..can i know wadz real?..cause knowing all these things and emotions..juz seemed its cant be real..haiz..wadz wrong with me?..or is it this world?..or is it juz her and him?...that i should gave the two if them their own back love..sacrifice..is is worthy?..sarificing your OWN love to your other loves one then your self..meaning?...giving IN..as i said..iam not being obnoxious..nor being spoiled brat..its juz this dilemma..thats been keeping me..not real..i guess..like i said..OUTSIDE,iam diff to peoples eyses..they see me good,caring,giving in person..yet INSIDE,worths nthing..but sadness..haiz..smile..i can only say..to me myself...smile to let others noe..iam fine..and its worth....see ye.
