..Juz got back home..well,juz now that is..anyways..school was ok today..had the food tasting thingy and quite nice and fun luh..so yea..after school..went band...played "Tong Hua" or so called,Fairytale.well,miss tan still wasnt there.so yea..juz continued to play..then went outside..chat and such..and yet,they said miss tan not coming liaos.so yea..the band had sectionals..me,i was loittering..walking..and also teaching and playing my horn luh.then..haiz..quite sad luh..to see the band so slack liaos..i mean,not that iam scolding them..but,yea..they really are.so yea..hope they could pull themselves.Andways,after band..the members had sectional..THINGS GONE BAD.so yea..i'll skip that part~~After..Tze hwee,wanyi and jamie called me.hehe...thought like,"wad happen??..why?..something happen?"..ahaha..but nah,they gave me..sobsob...chocolates..and thank you Cards..sobsob..sad luh..i step down thats why...so yea..iam really really gonna miss them and the band.not to forget,my horn too.so yea..haiz..i really appreciate it my juniors!even to hamizan,thanks!..hehe...hmm..bout my LOVE dilemma today,hmm..she kept looking and like wanting ME to notice her..but..i tried not to..everytime she looks at me and i look at her,i would quickly not want to see her...cause..i really dont.I dont want anymore things or memories that i had with her..so yea..its juz complicated why iam like this..sry ppl..
Poem
Time has passed..and Time has flown..
I know u want me to notice you..yet,i wont.
Its juz damm complicated..why iam being like this..
I guess love has subsided in many ways it can..
I'll keep distance away from you..away..far..as i can..
Its not the matter of why..nor the matter of how..
but the matter of "I love you"..seems to hurt..
i know i do still have a chance..to win your heart again..
but nah i wont..cause your starting to like him..and wanting him to stay..
its ok..its alrite..cause i'll juz pray for you happiness...every single nite..
dont be sad..nor dont cry..cause baby if you do..my love wont fly..
so juz stay happy..and leave me alone..stay happy with him..forever,
make love so strong..
