Today..nthing much happen in school..had health check..and such..after school,had celebration of VERY small party and yea..buffet..nice foods..so yea..after went to band..played diff instruments and such..i miss band..haiz..well,juz cant get off my mind bout the picture that keeps appearing in my head when i saw them both being with each other together..haiz..i guess,i say to myself let go,but i guess,its only my heart that doesnt follow..hmm..loving her..is easy..but trying to forget..is out of hand..poem again of being emo me..
POEM
What i just saw..was a new sight to me..i mean,i had seen you both sit together,be together,MOSTLY together..but..i guess why now..am i feeling this way of jealousy?..yes,i am not ok..and i shldnt lie..i guess loving you is easy..while breaking away is hard..i say i forget..about you in my mind and self..but guess its just must heart..that stubborns up and swellows..an angel was brought..into my life..but i guess this angel..wasnt meant for me..nor for my life..
I dont blame the angel..if she had someone else to be...i guess,just loving her from a distance..loving very deep..very far..guess,its just,whats,
me...
