...I dont want to talk to you anymore..

"I dont wanna talk to you anymore"
This phrase has been bothering me since ive got home..haiz...do i feel regretful after saying this?..haiz.

Juz got home from school and band practice..yea..tired..at first..went to school..was rather an ok timing..not later nor early juz ok...had class periods,PE and such..and after school...went to juz linger around the school cause wanted to go for band practice..and wanted insyirah to wait for her so we could go back home together..
Haiz...anyways..that phrase is bothering me..cause..haiz..I was playing piano..and audrey was sitting beside me..and..SHE came and talked to me..by then,audrey went off first and..its was me and her at the piano place there..she was rather talkin to me luh..and,i juz dont wana talk to her..and..i guess..i juz said..

"I Dont wanna talk to you anymore...."

After band...went and walk with huimin&Insyirah to cheers there as gonna take bus home..and well,as some of the members were coming..notice her..that..she was ..sad..
I can really see from her eyes..haiz..do i feel regretful bout wad i said?..or rather SHOULD i feel regretful of wad i said?..haiz..i juz didnt mean to hurt her by wad i had said..haiz..
IF she were to really read this..this is what i really wanna say to her..

"I dont want to talk to you anymore..nor do i want to keep any memories that i have with you..You are the princess and he,your prince..what is there to be meaningful about when its meaningless to talk&keep the memories i had with you?I juz dont wana talk to you anymore..its difficult to let go when i still have some feelings for you,i still love you and not forgetting to mention that i really care bout you..its juz diff to let go when your always trying to get close,trying to be with me&tryin to talk to me..juz,leave me alone..cause..its juz You and Him..and me,iam not at the picture anymore..and hey,you have your fairytale happy ending now..hope your happy bout it.."

If only she could read this or if i could say it out to her..
To somebody out there,i DO give permission to let you all show this to her.I really do.