POSTWoke up today..feeling Nauseous cause ive Slight fever..hehe..guess it was because i slept at 3am chatting with someone via internet..so yea.It aint really my thing to slp so late/early.yea...anyways,Its christmas eve today...cool..hehe.and midnite wld be christmas..hehe..cool.Yea,sms rifqi today whether he or they would want to follow me to buy or shop some stuffs.so yea..duno luh.i'll juz pretend iam ok as my parents wont allow me to go out since iam sick.hehe.I'll blog more later on.(12.38am)
(10.32pm)Sup Iam back..i juz got home from "christmas shopping" with the guys.hehe.firstly,i got ready to go Chua chu kang to meet them.and damm!it was soo a miracle that i can still show myself to the public sia..haiz.i mean,my hair suck!!!!!..haiz..yet,at least i still went out..haiz..damm embarrassing..haiz.Anyways..went to cck and haiz..we had to wait for Shaffie&Rifqi to finish their piano lessons thingy.so yea..the other guys and me went to Mac's first and wait for them.well,soon after an hour,we still continued to chat at mac's and yea..decided to go Vivo as i wanted to buy present for someone/ppls.so yea..only thing,jeremy cant come as his mom might scold him.so yea..sorry jeremy~
so yea..went vivo..and DAMM tired!..you dont know how difficult it was juz to find a gift for ONE person.and to think about OTHER ppl to have present,wah..thats gonna take a LONGG time.haiz..so yea..we juz bought a gift for one person for now.cause we were really tired walking shops to other shops..really really tired from walking..well yea,hope that person BETTER be thankful for the gift we bought.hehe.jkjk.
Anyways..uh...after finding a CERTAIN suitable gift...*sigh of relief*...went to Candy Empire.and bought chocolate.hmm..not gonna tell here what i brought..hehe.ahaha..no ppl,its not ALCOHOLIC chocolate.ahha..jkjk.so yea.after that,went home!hehe...
Haiz..this christmas this year..hmm.is kinda sad luh..i mean,most ppl in singapore dont even have the christmas spirit to celebrate it.its not that iam criticsing them,but juz that.iam pointing out the fact that,"hey.its christmas,chill sit back relax and juz enjoy the coldness of the holiday the love that your love ones bring to you" so yea.for me...hmm..christmas may seem to be making ppl smile..for me,well..i juz dont noe why iam not happy although christmas is juz a FEW hours aways..is it because of me not having enough presents?..me and my family not having a christmas party now and not have a Noche Buena at home or with others?me not celebrating it with my friends who makes me smile?..
or i guess...its juz me not having that someone i truly want her to be here with me?
hmm..i juz dont know..haiz..iam juz,so much confuse...haiz..last christmas,...my heart broke cause of my relationship with someone..and this year....this "relationship" is not even real with her.Is this why iam troubled?..hmm..i know she doesnt even care.she really doesnt.yet,hehe...i juz wanna wish her merry christmas/christmas eve.cause..if she doesnt like me,then i shouldnt MAKE myself be sad cause its the way I think and what I CHOOSE to have my emotions.so yea..i be positive to say,
"i love you,and you hate me and dont care about me,but yet,i wanna wish you a happy merry christmas cause thats juz me to have a GOOD HEART!"hehe.iam soo being proud of myself rite now.hehe..jkjk..but nah,seriously,this christmas,juz try to make me happy...anyone or any people out there...hope you all can make me happy..cause,that wld be the best gift Ever.thank you.
Merry christmas~
(10.32pm)Sup Iam back..i juz got home from "christmas shopping" with the guys.hehe.firstly,i got ready to go Chua chu kang to meet them.and damm!it was soo a miracle that i can still show myself to the public sia..haiz.i mean,my hair suck!!!!!..haiz..yet,at least i still went out..haiz..damm embarrassing..haiz.Anyways..went to cck and haiz..we had to wait for Shaffie&Rifqi to finish their piano lessons thingy.so yea..the other guys and me went to Mac's first and wait for them.well,soon after an hour,we still continued to chat at mac's and yea..decided to go Vivo as i wanted to buy present for someone/ppls.so yea..only thing,jeremy cant come as his mom might scold him.so yea..sorry jeremy~
so yea..went vivo..and DAMM tired!..you dont know how difficult it was juz to find a gift for ONE person.and to think about OTHER ppl to have present,wah..thats gonna take a LONGG time.haiz..so yea..we juz bought a gift for one person for now.cause we were really tired walking shops to other shops..really really tired from walking..well yea,hope that person BETTER be thankful for the gift we bought.hehe.jkjk.
Anyways..uh...after finding a CERTAIN suitable gift...*sigh of relief*...went to Candy Empire.and bought chocolate.hmm..not gonna tell here what i brought..hehe.ahaha..no ppl,its not ALCOHOLIC chocolate.ahha..jkjk.so yea.after that,went home!hehe...
Haiz..this christmas this year..hmm.is kinda sad luh..i mean,most ppl in singapore dont even have the christmas spirit to celebrate it.its not that iam criticsing them,but juz that.iam pointing out the fact that,"hey.its christmas,chill sit back relax and juz enjoy the coldness of the holiday the love that your love ones bring to you" so yea.for me...hmm..christmas may seem to be making ppl smile..for me,well..i juz dont noe why iam not happy although christmas is juz a FEW hours aways..is it because of me not having enough presents?..me and my family not having a christmas party now and not have a Noche Buena at home or with others?me not celebrating it with my friends who makes me smile?..
or i guess...its juz me not having that someone i truly want her to be here with me?
hmm..i juz dont know..haiz..iam juz,so much confuse...haiz..last christmas,...my heart broke cause of my relationship with someone..and this year....this "relationship" is not even real with her.Is this why iam troubled?..hmm..i know she doesnt even care.she really doesnt.yet,hehe...i juz wanna wish her merry christmas/christmas eve.cause..if she doesnt like me,then i shouldnt MAKE myself be sad cause its the way I think and what I CHOOSE to have my emotions.so yea..i be positive to say,
"i love you,and you hate me and dont care about me,but yet,i wanna wish you a happy merry christmas cause thats juz me to have a GOOD HEART!"hehe.iam soo being proud of myself rite now.hehe..jkjk..but nah,seriously,this christmas,juz try to make me happy...anyone or any people out there...hope you all can make me happy..cause,that wld be the best gift Ever.thank you.
Merry christmas~
