POSTIam suppose to be posting about me getting my band certificate,enjoying my time with my sec4 band mates and uploading those pictures i took with em..but i guess..juz mood change few hours ago.Yea..you can tell from my Subheading...Do i want it to be over?..and does she want it as well?...i dont freaking know rite now and iam so not in the mood to miss her,miss the memories i had with her and such..iam juz so damm pissed off with a mixture of sadness and a pinch of anger inside me..haiz..
To her:
It wasnt your fault today that we quarrelled.yea..u had a long day after school,studies,cca's and such.And was maybe irritated or got mad about smth,that i myself even added to your problem and ur angry mood.yea..its not juz because of that that iam saying "lets break up"..but..i juz dont noe why ive been a fool to be with you for so long.Your friends says u treat me for a fool,my members says to not be with you,my mind says to stay with you..but my heart is saying....."hold on juz a little while,telling me that its not the time for me to let go..and that theres smth else i have to do before i even let go"..juz that,i dont know what is it that i must do..Iam juz freaking enduring all this commotion and fucking stuffs that u do to me luh.Its irritatin.Yea.who cares iam ranting rite now..its my blog anyways.Damm those fuckers whose thinks my blog is lovey-dopey..Haiz..lets break up?I asked you what relationship tt we were and u gave an answer,but that wasnt the SERIOUS answer from you.Now,i'll ask again,but different..
Do you want a break up even if we WERE or WERENT together,question.Do you want a break up?
Smth i ditched out from my head:
If you follow your heart..it will only break itself...
if its a broken piece..replace it.If its a broken home,then brace it..
If its a broken heart,than face it.And hold your own..and know your name..
go your own way.
