Friday, January 9, 2009

....Bummed to the Deepest Core...

Happiness???..MY foot luh!it does not lor!
And yea..its spelt as PENIS.who damm cares!Iam in a worst state to even give u ppl my attention!hayo.

POST
Haizzz....what an unchooseable decision..pissed.haiz..ok,heres the story ppl,its gonna be almost 2 weeks of Jan rite?and damm.Iam still a NOBODY to what iam in through.i mean,cmon luh...they said, ITE....SHATEC...PRIVATE SCHOOL..and know what?..they added WORK.hayooooo...parents can be juz soo dumb at times ye noe.haiz..i mean,trust me.Iam NOT that kind of child where i wld say that to my parents or say "SHUT UP MOM" unlike someone i knew bout who DID said that to his mom..(-.-).BUT!thats not the point luh!hayo.what the freaking hell sia..haiz.


ITE ->Electronics or such
Shatec ->Culinary Skills
Private ->Take olevel
Work ->No need to study,study NEXT year.


CONVERSATION
Parents:Go decide which one and where you want to go to.
Me:I wana study music luh.I wana go become a Musician traveller.
Parents:No.Nt music.Music dont earn much money.Either u study culinary or work.
Me:Wad sia?u keep tellin me follow ur heart&what shits n now u tellin me cannot?
Parents:NO.dont talk to us like that.not ALL things to we allow you to choose.
End~went back room played com.Hehe.

DAMM STUPID CONVER...haiz..yea.i translated is.accept the "stupid shits stuffs" i juz translate it to that cause theres no other better words for it.so yea.haiz..weird parents.haiz.Anyways,today.nth happen luh..wanted to go fuchun,but cant also.haiz..dont noe luh.I juz so love music luh..haiz..anyways,enough me ranting.haiz.AHAHAH.ok.hmm..wad else..haya...not mood to talk bout love life luh,funnylife,stupid lifes and such luh.haiz...poem or smth time..haiz..thats the best thing i can do for now.AHAHAH.

Anyways,i guess its my YCMB cca open house 2mrw.hmm..cant really remember if thats it luh.And damm stupid work i got.haiz..they told me NO need to work.i mean,cmon luh.i never work LAST week and now this week they also said No need?wtf these ppl are.haiz..well,iam going to my DONAUT SHOP!haha..my Kuya(brother) alex has this job for me to work at a Donaut shop somewhere at bugis or Raffles i think?hehe.so yea.maybe iam taking ITE for april intake.which means,i can still go WORK.AHAHA..man i juz soo cute to be evil.AHHAAH.jkjk.anyways.hmm..i miss band and playing my horn.haiz..dammit luh.i really wanna learn music and i guess,i should SAVE MONEY to buy myself a FRENCH HORN!hehe..man iam a psycho.haiz..well,juz read my home-made poems or smth u wld call it..

I find that its so easy..to talk anything but the weather..
see whats hidden and missed by others..
so many wonders to uncover..But some may find it strange..
To laugh or smile or think about..the little things some do without..
the simple pleasure breathing gives us..
the things that so intrigue us..i only wish that i knew why..
we cannot speak whats on our minds..
How abberant we may seem..If we speak what we believe..
Loves~