1 syllabus,1 word,4 letters,1 meaning,makes it a Big F-difference.haiz.POST
Haiz..soo freakin irritated to myself now.haiz..damm me.haiz..well,i made up sooo many poems today.kinda irrtated alot!!i wana share EVERYTHIN here in my blog,but some of my friends are NOT suppose to know..haiz..i sooo wana type EVERYTHINGGG here at my blog,but even if i set it to private,theres some ppl i dont wana let them noe,about "me&somebody" haiz.n rite now,its a SIMILAR topic i wana share bout.haiz.its not THAT somebody,but some1 else,some1 NEW.haiz..iam soo FFFF irritated by myself.
Juz now went church,went music ministry,went home,com,and family had a STEAM boat eating dinner thingy.haiz.so yea.nthing much to say,juz wanna poem now.iam sooo "inlove" with THAT PERSON,THIS PERSON,And now a NEW PERSON" but which damm it???haiz..WWWWWWWWWW TTTTTTTT FFFFFFFFF.haiz.why did i even start to like you when i only noe u for a week?.haiz.wth to my life and to my emotions.(-.-)
POEM
Can this be true? Can this be real?
I'm sorry, I'm just so afraid to feel
My heart has been broken so many times
All these scars are proof of those crimes
It's so strange, when I see you, all I want is to hold your hand
But frozen to the ground is where I stand
I can't approach you, I can't tell you how I feel
All I can imagine is the rejection and it makes me reel
Certainly, you couldn't return all this...
Or, just maybe, could you?
I want to steal just one little kiss
Swat me away is what you'd probably do
Please, this is tearing me apart
I beg you, don't break my heart
But you'll never hear me, you'll never know
and our love will never have a chance to grow
So don't worry, I'll keep the peace
I promise, these feelings, I'll never release
POEM
I hate the way you smile at me
And tell me what to do.
I hate the way you manipulate me
And never say anything true
I hate the way you talked about me-
Always behind my back.
I hate the way you laughed at me.
It turned my whole world black.
I hate the way you act to me
So pathetic, cruel and mean
You turn my world upside down.
And make nothing the way it seems
I hate the way you treat me.
It's like you're digging my grave
But most of all I hate the way
That you never, ever forgave...
