Wednesday, February 11, 2009

..Love sick before Valentine...

I want my valentine to take care of me..
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Today..went Fuchun band to practice..wah~Eupho sucks..meaning to say,i did badly today..haiz..iam sorry to the fuchun euphonium players today..haiz..iam so useless...yet,iam love sick now..not juz sick,but my hear really hurts..haiz.My dad..lost his job,stupid world crisis luh!damm !@#$ up.Then my grandma...haiz..got some problems with my mom and she.and haiz..then me,about someone iam still angy at...then band,i cant play well for Euhpo..haiz..
so,dont u think these are good reasons?yes or not,its ur choice..but seriously,i had enough heartaches luh..haiz..iam still struggling about smth with someone.haiz..heres a poem.anyways,i suck at Eupho today!haiz..*cries,sob*

POEM
There's secrets that lie within her heart.
They say you should love
'Till death do you part.

But sometimes,It seems ethical to bend the rules.
Don't leave behind those Lovesick fools.

O' of course,There is only one true love for us all.
However sometimes,Just sometimes,
You just want to fall.

"In love." it may seems.How dumb can i be,Iam love sick now
yet i still found,this valentines day,a few days away,
i still like her,yet,its not gonna matter.

POEM
Are you still staring at me from the corner of your eye.
Even at band,you would steal a glance me up
Do you still think about me,when all else dies.

Do you wish you were the same,in everyones eyes,
Is it me you,when you want more lies.
Cause it hurts me..when you start to cry.