
POST
hey..read my Headline for today's post?..Haiz..i hav the SOOOO big chance nt to be able to perform at Genting Highlands..haiz..sad bout it..yet,iam Tryin my best ok?It started juz now,in the mornin where miss tan came up&talk to me...and yea,she was disappointed at me for nt be able to come to band yesterday.&said that i maybe nt the loyal kind of person in the band as i always "stab" her in the Back.but tts not true man..i LOVE my YCMB..and i ALWAYS come for the practices..its juz tt smetimes i cant come is only Sat practices where i have work on that day&band practice was ALSO on tt day..
Nt juz bcause of tis,but bcause tt ive been givin my time on Fuchun Band more..n she used tt as an "attack" to add up to my Guilt for bein disloyal to my own band&nt even practicing my own playin..i mean,cmon luh,i juz came there for 2 DAYS to help them out..is it reali tt bad to help when my motive is juz to teach the fhorn ppl?or if even more,help out to teach other sections?this is juz what my motive is..anyways..even if iam not be able to perform to Genting,its still ok.i'll be mad..i'll be sad'i'll b happy..but its still ok ^-^
but frankly speakin..i already did alot of practicin the Euphonium from 3rd November untill now 21st november..i played from NOTHING to SOMETHING at least rite?..so yea..its not like i can master it QUICKLY rite?so yea..haiz.well,we'll see luh..anyways,today's band was Not reali tt great.but yet,we endure not to fall in pieces.so yea..and iam SOO gald at one of my HORNIE junior,"WANYI"!!!! for being so great to play JUZ LIKE A REAL fhorn played shld be.so yea..
Iam thankful for all the hurt ppl gave me..even if it hurts me alot..iam still thankful...because..one things for sure,i did what i cld because i really care.and if to them thinks its pointless for me to be nice.its ok..cause,i noe i be treasure some very day...
see ye~