POEMI only wanted you to love me..But you wanted someone else..
I could never make you happy..And for that,i hate myself..
Because you were my world..And you took my world away..
i thought i was your boy..But i realised today..
I dont deserve you..And i never will..
Iam nothing to you..But i love you still..
I see the truth now..I'll always be a diff..
I want to bleed now..Untill i cant bleed..
And iam sorry for all ive put you've through..
And for everything ive done..I dedicate this cut to you..
So watch me cut right through..As i reminsce..
And watch me bleed for you..Because i owe you this..
Because you were my world..And you took my world away..
I thought i was your Boy..and i realised today..
i dont deserve you..And i never will..
Iam nothing to you....But i love you still..
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Iam sooo..nt in d mood rite now as smth happen today..haiz.Today had band practice..but i couldnt go cause i had work.so i couldnt say no to my boss and decided that i had to miss band practice.Really couldnt make it..so yea..anyways..sorry to all my band members if i couldnt come today.
Anyways..today after work ended at 445pm..i had time to go fuchun to help them out..ofcourse i had to sms the members if they had band.so they did.After then,some of the guys&me went to hang around at Causeway point..and after then we went to Joshya's house to hang around there and such.
Damm his house is soo cool.yea..and his family is REALLY weird luh..i mean,Who locks the cabinet full of plates and cups?so yea..but still,his family was weird yet fun too cause MOST of them are Band musician Lovers.they have double bass,cornet,his mum is in a orchestra,his sis and him pays French horn.he has a piano..a guitar and such.so yea.WE enjoyed hanging over there.played with fire and such..
then we had to go back home liao..by the time was already bout 7pm plus..so yea..his house can be walk from Woodlands mrt or Marsiling Mrt so yea.we walked ALL the way to marsiling..
From here..i cant tell you ppl wad excactly happen..only those ppl who were there noes wad iam gonna say rite now would understand this.
we walked&walked..and yea..i got to talk to One specific guy.About smth.And damm his a freako man.haha..i was soo laughin all the way about smth he said..yet my mood change when he said smth in particular..again i wana say," I SHLD NOT HAVE KNOWN THE TRUTH"
..he asked me about the truth and it TOOK quite a while for me to say it.so damm damm damm damm!! i was sooo nt in the mood rite after..iam reali reali speechless of wad i juz told him&smth he wanted to know about.damm..if i cld juz FREAKING f****** change and Unwind time,i wish i wld hav NEVER EVER KNOWN the truth and tell him..or..NEVER EVER known him from the Very first place..
so yea..damm damm damm feeling iam having rite now..haiz..
Most of u all wont understand wad it is all about.but its BETTER not to understand.trust me..
Iam SOOO damm really pissed of myself rite now..haiz..
Iam sooo..nt in d mood rite now as smth happen today..haiz.Today had band practice..but i couldnt go cause i had work.so i couldnt say no to my boss and decided that i had to miss band practice.Really couldnt make it..so yea..anyways..sorry to all my band members if i couldnt come today.
Anyways..today after work ended at 445pm..i had time to go fuchun to help them out..ofcourse i had to sms the members if they had band.so they did.After then,some of the guys&me went to hang around at Causeway point..and after then we went to Joshya's house to hang around there and such.
Damm his house is soo cool.yea..and his family is REALLY weird luh..i mean,Who locks the cabinet full of plates and cups?so yea..but still,his family was weird yet fun too cause MOST of them are Band musician Lovers.they have double bass,cornet,his mum is in a orchestra,his sis and him pays French horn.he has a piano..a guitar and such.so yea.WE enjoyed hanging over there.played with fire and such..
then we had to go back home liao..by the time was already bout 7pm plus..so yea..his house can be walk from Woodlands mrt or Marsiling Mrt so yea.we walked ALL the way to marsiling..
From here..i cant tell you ppl wad excactly happen..only those ppl who were there noes wad iam gonna say rite now would understand this.
we walked&walked..and yea..i got to talk to One specific guy.About smth.And damm his a freako man.haha..i was soo laughin all the way about smth he said..yet my mood change when he said smth in particular..again i wana say," I SHLD NOT HAVE KNOWN THE TRUTH"
..he asked me about the truth and it TOOK quite a while for me to say it.so damm damm damm damm!! i was sooo nt in the mood rite after..iam reali reali speechless of wad i juz told him&smth he wanted to know about.damm..if i cld juz FREAKING f****** change and Unwind time,i wish i wld hav NEVER EVER KNOWN the truth and tell him..or..NEVER EVER known him from the Very first place..
so yea..damm damm damm feeling iam having rite now..haiz..
Most of u all wont understand wad it is all about.but its BETTER not to understand.trust me..
Iam SOOO damm really pissed of myself rite now..haiz..
