Heres a poem for everyone reading this rite now..
Take a Knife to my throat..
Draw me deep...i wont float..
Keep the key to my heart..
Open it up and rip it apart..
Make me cry..make me scream..
Kill my hopes and kill my dreams..
Fuck this life..fuck it all..
Dont juz stop..take a fall..
Make this life..my living hell..
Kiss me now..and i wont tell..
Our little secret is safe with me..
I'll take it through..eternity..
~end~
Take a Knife to my throat..
Draw me deep...i wont float..
Keep the key to my heart..
Open it up and rip it apart..
Make me cry..make me scream..
Kill my hopes and kill my dreams..
Fuck this life..fuck it all..
Dont juz stop..take a fall..
Make this life..my living hell..
Kiss me now..and i wont tell..
Our little secret is safe with me..
I'll take it through..eternity..
~end~
POST
......hey.......today...haiz....firstly...i couldnt slp in the morning and i woke up at 4am in the morning..and yea..i smsed my Juniors to come for band practice early as i wld like to have sectionals with em...anyways..before that happen..it was yesterday nite..when smth happen..and yea..i could juz say,
"I regret knowing the truth.."
Haiz..if only can..i will tell wad really happen ALL here..but yea..i cant.A simple hint is that is a bout ME,a guy in Fuchun..and well..smth i Knew about him.
its weird luh..but yea..i dotn even know the damm why i even care..i guess its because i juz dont like to hurt ppl and i always care for them..
anyways yea..it was very very uncomfortable when i got to noe smth about it.haiz...u dont damm noe how i really felt with the Guilt inside of me.so yea..haiz.Anyways..yea..today they,Fuchun military band was suppose to come luh..and yea..i guess one of the reasons why i cldnt slp was i was tooooo excited to meet them and have a 1 on 1 talk with that guy about smth his secret.so yea..
but things juz got damm worst luh.DAMM MR CHIA!!!..haiz.i don even care if this blog of mine goes to the police or such man.there are OTHER ppl who's names are chia rite?so yea..DAMM that mr chia for not letting them go to our school!..haiz..u dont freaking hell know how i felt juz now...
but still..today was quite enjoyable..QUITE only..cause..the truth,i really really prefer to waste my time at Fuchun as they're band is sooo much fun luh.so yea..HAIZ...iam so depressed rite now..i think iam juz really really REALLY in love with their band.trust me.iam really really love sick being with their band.so yea..thats all i guess..i guess thats the CLOSEST way to express wadz the feeling iam having luh..its not the REAL reason but its close to that reason luh..so yea..
anyways..haiz..hope i accept wadever truth i know about..
so yea..see ye~
......hey.......today...haiz....firstly...i couldnt slp in the morning and i woke up at 4am in the morning..and yea..i smsed my Juniors to come for band practice early as i wld like to have sectionals with em...anyways..before that happen..it was yesterday nite..when smth happen..and yea..i could juz say,
"I regret knowing the truth.."
Haiz..if only can..i will tell wad really happen ALL here..but yea..i cant.A simple hint is that is a bout ME,a guy in Fuchun..and well..smth i Knew about him.
its weird luh..but yea..i dotn even know the damm why i even care..i guess its because i juz dont like to hurt ppl and i always care for them..
anyways yea..it was very very uncomfortable when i got to noe smth about it.haiz...u dont damm noe how i really felt with the Guilt inside of me.so yea..haiz.Anyways..yea..today they,Fuchun military band was suppose to come luh..and yea..i guess one of the reasons why i cldnt slp was i was tooooo excited to meet them and have a 1 on 1 talk with that guy about smth his secret.so yea..
but things juz got damm worst luh.DAMM MR CHIA!!!..haiz.i don even care if this blog of mine goes to the police or such man.there are OTHER ppl who's names are chia rite?so yea..DAMM that mr chia for not letting them go to our school!..haiz..u dont freaking hell know how i felt juz now...
but still..today was quite enjoyable..QUITE only..cause..the truth,i really really prefer to waste my time at Fuchun as they're band is sooo much fun luh.so yea..HAIZ...iam so depressed rite now..i think iam juz really really REALLY in love with their band.trust me.iam really really love sick being with their band.so yea..thats all i guess..i guess thats the CLOSEST way to express wadz the feeling iam having luh..its not the REAL reason but its close to that reason luh..so yea..
anyways..haiz..hope i accept wadever truth i know about..
so yea..see ye~
