..DEATH POST..Today..my day was SUPPOSE to be SOOO beautiful..where GREEN GARDENS grew and exist..and me loving those FAKE PLASTICS trees..where for somehow,juz an instant moment,i felt that i wasnt a FISH who was odd one out from some kind of HEATHLAND.but nooo...wanna noe why?..a DAMM person had juz release my BLACK side to its thissssss close and NEARLY maximum state...heres smth for ALL to Know..it is NOT a poem..
"..I tried to be someone else..but nothing seems to change..I know now,this is who i really am inside..finally found myself..fighting for a chance.I loved you..yet love wasnt enough..to make me not want to hurt you..but yet,i just did "IT"..and because for love...you can kill me with..the love you dont give..cause,it doesnt matter now..cause u dont even love me..i SOO wanna kill you..and torture u to death..but because i still love,forgive and forget..nothing of that is gonna be set.i juz want you to change..and stop being a BIG FAKE..cause i know you'll hurt other people..if i didnt tell u,u were this way.You better think about yourself..and do some self rechange...cause ur attitude makes me SICK..and no ones gonna love u again.think..change..is wad you need..juz do it now..before YOU bleed..
Stop hurting me...cause i juz care for you...stop deludging yoruself..when you'r not even True.stop acting this way..when ur a grown up now..stop hating me..cause i only loved you..somehow.."
its doesnt make sense to what i juz typed..but yet..sorry everyone!hehe..now iam being WHITE SIDE here.but yea...jus please dont piss me off..pretty please? ^-^ so yea..anyways,iam SOO grounded today..haiz..been coming home VERY later for the last 4 days!so yea..everyday come at 1230am.so yea.hehe..still,iam back baby!ahaha..and yea..relax..cool down.i really WONT kill anyone luh.hehe.theres somethings that you should NOTTTT know about me.trust me.its better not to ask "what are the things that you shouldnt ask me" so yea..better still,i love you all k?..its juz that damm freaking person..haiz..yet,i juz have to forgive and forget..but i'll still be mad..ill give some punishment.and that i'll be Glad!.hehe.so yea.byez~
Stop hurting me...cause i juz care for you...stop deludging yoruself..when you'r not even True.stop acting this way..when ur a grown up now..stop hating me..cause i only loved you..somehow.."
its doesnt make sense to what i juz typed..but yet..sorry everyone!hehe..now iam being WHITE SIDE here.but yea...jus please dont piss me off..pretty please? ^-^ so yea..anyways,iam SOO grounded today..haiz..been coming home VERY later for the last 4 days!so yea..everyday come at 1230am.so yea.hehe..still,iam back baby!ahaha..and yea..relax..cool down.i really WONT kill anyone luh.hehe.theres somethings that you should NOTTTT know about me.trust me.its better not to ask "what are the things that you shouldnt ask me" so yea..better still,i love you all k?..its juz that damm freaking person..haiz..yet,i juz have to forgive and forget..but i'll still be mad..ill give some punishment.and that i'll be Glad!.hehe.so yea.byez~
