Thats juz me..and thats juz she..POST
Sup..woke up 6.45am in the mornin Juz to get ready to go Fuchun band.Went there cause they wanted me to help them in Foot Drills and marching.so yea.Arrive there bout 830am plus.and by the time i came there,their teacher incharge was like askin them to come bout 930am since they had to do some instruments stock checkin and such.so yea..we went to the canteen to wait instead.Some mins passed by,this guy called JOSHYA was soo irritatin&wanted my attention luh.The reason why i was pissed off was because i was SOOO DAMM ANGRY+KILL+HATERD at him.haiz..u all DONT know how damm freakin mad i was at him..yet,in the morin,he can still manage to bug me"want"my attention..haiz.really pissed of at him..
Anyways,did drills with em.and yea..they OK luh.i mean,at least they know the basics.And kinda cool+fun teachin them drills cause they were seperated into 2 groups and me and Rifqi got to teach 1 group.so yea,kinda fun.i HOPE they remember wad i taught them.anyways,while doin drills,i met 2 assis instructor,Gena and Limin.And yea,they're a bunch of awesome clarinetist girls.hehe..after drills,went lunch at KFC with the band..And they were like "Jason sit here,no here,no here with us,no sit here with us" they were like soo into me luh and i felt popular.hehe.but nah,i juz sat with,CHINN ANN!haha.hes a funy sec1 boy plays the flute well.so yea..hes a good boy.so we ate.and bout 1pm had to go back to their school and COMBINE BAND!so yea.well,they were practicin/playin the pieces ALVAMAR OVERTURE and Overture no 1!so yea...nice songs.For me,ahahah..i kept teaching/playing and yet also changin instruments to help Horns and Eupho.I kept changin sits going back to eupho and horns.hehe.after the band,went to Rifqi's house!..was raining by the way.
At Rifqi house,me COOKED!haha..i cooked dinner.There was Me,Rifqi,samuel and the joshya(BOOP)..so yea.Cooked,EGGS,SAUSAGES,FILLET and somekind of chilli fish thingy that rifqi's mom already cooked.so yea..wonderful dinner!hehe.after that,some of us were watching,playing ELECTONE,and using com.so yea..and for using COMPUTER,we LAUGH OUT LOUD because we were watchin a VERY VERY hilarious clip.ahahaha..reali enjoyed myself there.but yet!i was still angry with that BOOP (-_-)..haiz..still,i respect him luh.but..haiz..he juz makes me mad and angry EVERYTIME and i wish he doesnt do that to me..haiz..anyways,yea..many THINGS happen during the use of the computer..so yea..not gona talk bout it.finish our "hang out" bout 8.05pm as josh had to be back home.so yea,me sam and josh said byes to rifqi.N yea..wonderful day today..yet,mixed feelings of Angerness..haiz...damm weird..
"TO GENESIS"
1stly,why do u treat me like this?i am still HUMAN ye noe.i mean,why do you have to act infront of me as if u realy care about me when after a long day,you would juz brush me off aside..why do you act this way?where you think your attitude makes you the boss of everything when it doesnt..where u presume that everything good that comes ur way,u juz take it for granted..i noe that we cant be together because of "YOU NOE WAD"..but iam not asking u to love me..nor did i even ask for a stead.but what i juz wanted was why must u treat me like this in order to even make me post smth like this.cant u even feel about other ppl feelings or my feelings?..yea..i noe u dont really care..but yet,iam giving u a chance rite now.Juz say to me wad you really want to say.Cause..its really hurtful when everytime u be faking to cheer me up and the end of the day u make me mad and sad..its juz hurtful enough and i dont wanna continue to be like this..the only thing i wanted was juz to be by ur side.not even as your boyfriend nor you as my girlfriend.juz that,me being by ur side..its make me feel iam safe and iam in a comfortable zone.so yea...please genesis...juz tell me wad u really feel bout me.if its gonna hurt me,its ok.its better u tell me now rather u hurt me EVERYDAY...
last words.....Please.juz say it out..
Anyways,did drills with em.and yea..they OK luh.i mean,at least they know the basics.And kinda cool+fun teachin them drills cause they were seperated into 2 groups and me and Rifqi got to teach 1 group.so yea,kinda fun.i HOPE they remember wad i taught them.anyways,while doin drills,i met 2 assis instructor,Gena and Limin.And yea,they're a bunch of awesome clarinetist girls.hehe..after drills,went lunch at KFC with the band..And they were like "Jason sit here,no here,no here with us,no sit here with us" they were like soo into me luh and i felt popular.hehe.but nah,i juz sat with,CHINN ANN!haha.hes a funy sec1 boy plays the flute well.so yea..hes a good boy.so we ate.and bout 1pm had to go back to their school and COMBINE BAND!so yea.well,they were practicin/playin the pieces ALVAMAR OVERTURE and Overture no 1!so yea...nice songs.For me,ahahah..i kept teaching/playing and yet also changin instruments to help Horns and Eupho.I kept changin sits going back to eupho and horns.hehe.after the band,went to Rifqi's house!..was raining by the way.
At Rifqi house,me COOKED!haha..i cooked dinner.There was Me,Rifqi,samuel and the joshya(BOOP)..so yea.Cooked,EGGS,SAUSAGES,FILLET and somekind of chilli fish thingy that rifqi's mom already cooked.so yea..wonderful dinner!hehe.after that,some of us were watching,playing ELECTONE,and using com.so yea..and for using COMPUTER,we LAUGH OUT LOUD because we were watchin a VERY VERY hilarious clip.ahahaha..reali enjoyed myself there.but yet!i was still angry with that BOOP (-_-)..haiz..still,i respect him luh.but..haiz..he juz makes me mad and angry EVERYTIME and i wish he doesnt do that to me..haiz..anyways,yea..many THINGS happen during the use of the computer..so yea..not gona talk bout it.finish our "hang out" bout 8.05pm as josh had to be back home.so yea,me sam and josh said byes to rifqi.N yea..wonderful day today..yet,mixed feelings of Angerness..haiz...damm weird..
"TO GENESIS"
1stly,why do u treat me like this?i am still HUMAN ye noe.i mean,why do you have to act infront of me as if u realy care about me when after a long day,you would juz brush me off aside..why do you act this way?where you think your attitude makes you the boss of everything when it doesnt..where u presume that everything good that comes ur way,u juz take it for granted..i noe that we cant be together because of "YOU NOE WAD"..but iam not asking u to love me..nor did i even ask for a stead.but what i juz wanted was why must u treat me like this in order to even make me post smth like this.cant u even feel about other ppl feelings or my feelings?..yea..i noe u dont really care..but yet,iam giving u a chance rite now.Juz say to me wad you really want to say.Cause..its really hurtful when everytime u be faking to cheer me up and the end of the day u make me mad and sad..its juz hurtful enough and i dont wanna continue to be like this..the only thing i wanted was juz to be by ur side.not even as your boyfriend nor you as my girlfriend.juz that,me being by ur side..its make me feel iam safe and iam in a comfortable zone.so yea...please genesis...juz tell me wad u really feel bout me.if its gonna hurt me,its ok.its better u tell me now rather u hurt me EVERYDAY...
last words.....Please.juz say it out..
