POSTHeyys...yea..tts my title.."High fever"..cause..iam havin high fever since yesterday nite.And now,i guess u cld juz say its average temperature since iam even able to get out of bed and to use com.Anyways..its been raining lately for many days and yea..i mean,i like coldness..but i guess i was quickly vulnerable to it..so yea.Yesterday..i can even still go out when i myself shoud know i was feeling not well as its my body and nobody knows best of how i was feeling instead of me.hehe..and i came back,tadah~I was in the verge of Fainting to the ground..i cant even open the gate ourside my house..hehe.
hmm...I guess from what i can say here since its my blog..i guess the coldness and wet weathers wasnt juz the reason i became seriously ill.I guess it was her existence that i was longing for since yesterday morning up untill the nite when us "clique" went to vivo..so yea.Sounds perpoustous yet,you could ask any of my clique that i was asking them to call her ever hour or so to where is she,what she might be doin,is she ok and such..so yea..and yea.No reply's was sent back..guess..it was depression that made me slight fever rose up...
"I longed for your existence to be with us JUST that day..and it was christmas time that i juz wanted you to be there with me.Yet,you didnt showed up..when all this time i never asked something from you.."
Yesterday nite rif and ken was talking to me bout her..yea.."They said to let go..my mind also says so..but my heart remains to be stubborn and not letting go"..so yea...i cried?..yea..but so what..this post maybe crap..yet,its my blog anyways..so yea.Coughing..running nose..high fever..my eye sight is "weak" as iam a bit dizzy to freaking open my eyes to view the surroundings..and depression...still,i forgive and forget...cause the reason why i wrote and type all this is i wanna get it out from my chest..so yea..
byes~gonna bath and maybe use com after or rest(slp)
