Saturday, December 27, 2008

.....Random Thoughts.....

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Sup.Iam blogging now cause i might not get to blog later on at Night..so yea.Why?..cause i'll be going to NIE concert at 5pm..and maybe going to Zheng Hua concert,730pm after that.so yea..anyways.Yesterday..hmm..quite lotsa things happen..i mean,although i was juz staying at home and never left the house but to but medicine,well...kinda,Lotsa chatting at MSN...Good AND bad stuffs...haiz..dont know luh..haiz..i really dont know whats been going on or i juz cant focus on it anymore..

Talked with Rifiq and ken and yea..kinda "debating" luh.as in,rifqi and me was ok and such..but ken..hmm..lets juz say something is gonna happen to him between 3 days time.I cant tell it here..and yea...was talking with Genesis too.I mean,you called me,and you "compose" and played the piano for me?..well,thats cool and nice.but..haiz...nvrm.thanks anyways.Cause..iam not sure whether you were truly sincerely "doing it' for me..or your juz bored and wanted me to talk to you and such...but still,thanks..

And to genesis,yea..iam sorry.I guess i know now why you quite hate me.Iam not smart..iam not god..nor iam good.Cause if iam smart,i be passing my N level and promoting to sec5.If iam god,i would have set ALL souls to Heaven..and if iam good,then why is my sight-reading in music sucks..when YOU are much better in sight reading then me..so yea..Iam not what you thought i am to be.But at the same time..iam sorry if iam also being "smarter" than you..hehe..like i said,i always use "truth" instead of "Knowledge"..and for a person like you who's from express stream,who master 3/5 of the instrument and can sight read good..then i guess you should know what iam saying now.Right?..

Anyways..today..ive a premonition that something might happen.AHAHA..dont worry luh.its not a BIGGG thing luh.its juz that something might happen later on either with my cliques or with her.I might be wrong,i might be right..yet...i guess i can say...if something might really happen with me and my cliques..than i hope we can still be friends...or..if something happens with me and her...

then...i guess i juz have to give enough hope that nothing might happen.Cause..theres no way that hope can be lost,and be lost forever.cause hope can be gained..when you find it at the right place,the right time.and the right way..and one more thing,Just dare to hope for more~